#decraziness

[fcntasmas-archive]

Following what dearbuckley said, I feel the same way about seeing you on my dash. Even though I like different things now I love knowing you're out there doing your thing. Your previous works brought me a lot of joy and you've always been really nice 💛

oh my gosh this got drowned out by all my other asks but BABE this is so so sweet thank you SO much honestly it always just drives me INSANE (in a good way) to know y'all are still around and that any of you might even still think of me a little bit so. ily lots. so much. thank you <3333

[fcntasmas]

Hi ceecee. I recently came out to a few of my friends and they didn't bat an eye. It was the best non reaction I got so far. I was so nervous my voice was shaking but I felt so so relieved.

Hope you feel better!

oh k i'm so happy to hear that thank you for sharing this i'm so so happy for you ily ❤️❤️❤️❤️ you deserve all the good things mwah ily <333

[wildelydawn]

Hello! So Jeff's Goodbye is not Goodbye came on and I'll Ignite for you was still fresh on my mind. I don't know the lyrics that well but it made me think of the moment they hugged before Chay had to leave.

Also, I love that Chay left behind ways for Kim to pick himself up. The notebook, the studio, little tasks.

Arghh I love it. Sorry I just have leftover feelings 💛

HELLO HI this is galaxy brain thinking!!! I've actually never looked up the Thai lyrics to Goodbye is Not Goodbye but even the title is just really fitting for them in that moment. It also is reflective on how they're not totally together yet, but the intention is that they will be, eventually.

I'm really glad you enjoyed those bits! I think Kim would need a lot of guidance with reconciling with Chay, and even though there are no Dom/sub labels or undertones to the story, Chay is taking control of their situation and asking Kim to "study" himself. :)

THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR FEELINGS AND GIVING ME FEELINGS, it honestly just makes me so very happy and smiley and warm when people read I'll Ignite For You. It means a lot that you read it and shared your thoughts too. 🖤🖤🖤

[fille-lioncelle]

Hi Cola! Could you please do #14 One last time for Evak, please 🙏🏽

Done!

[littlespoonevan]

Hi! For the fic association thing, for me it has to be 'Cut Us Out In Little Stars' because it was the first fic I read on ao3. Ever. And it left a huge impression on me. I had no idea fanfiction could be so good and I was blown away. I vividly remember being on the train on the way back from university. It was crowded and I had to stand but I was glued to my phone <3

oh my god!!! you are too, too kind - this is so thoughtful of you, thank you :'))) and you've also picked probably one of my favourite fics i've ever written?????? so this really means a lot <3

okay a secret about the fic or, well, a fun fact about it i guess??? so i have an english degree and therefore obviously studied shakespeare at college and i have a giant anthology of all of shakespeare's works (as in, it's thick as a block of cement and the pages are like tissue paper they're so thin) and originally i didn't have any romeo and juliet quotes in the fic but then i thought, wait no i should include some so rather than making life easy and googling the text of the play i whipped out this giant anthology like an archivist to find the most appropriate quotes to weave into the fic ashdga

tell me what fic you associate with me and i’ll tell you a secret about it

[isaksforelsket]

Glad that you are ok and just want you to know that whatever you end up doing, whether you come back in a few weeks, or months, or never, I'm so glad I got to know you. I hope you get to sort out stuff and I only wish the best for you 💛💛💛💛💛

Baby, you are the best person in the whole fandom, if I come back it’ll be just to write anything and everything you want me to. You’ve been incredibly kind and welcoming and I adore you so so much. Thank you!  💕💕💕

[isakvaltersmut]

Omg yes!! I've been imagining it as you suggested it! Suits, tattoos, rings, cigarettes, isak kissing knuckles, maybe even wiping the blood off of them. And then I can see isak comparing their hands (cos isaks is smaller). Seeing his unblemished hand against even's scarred, tattooed ones jhfhjhsk

omg yes isak comparing hand sizes and moving his fingertips over the lines of his tattoos, sitting on his bed and asking him about the meaning of every single one and even is flustered for the first time in his life cause he doesn’t want to tell isak that the tattoo of a hummingbird he has has no fucking meaning at all he just thought it looked nice so he’s just sat there, sweating and stuttering out a made up meaning cause he wants to seem cool and intelligent

just imagine this tiny baby issy having big bad mob boss even stuttering and blushing cause his stupid tattoo doesnt have a special meaning smh

[nofeartina]

Hi Tina. Did you watch birds of prey? How was it? Or did I see someone else say they were watching it

No, it was me! :D I really, really enjoyed myself, I laughed and had so much fun with it. It’s very pretty to look at and there are so many awesome women and you could just tell that everybody in that movie had FUN while making it. So you should def see it! :D :D

I hope you have just as much fun with it as I did, sweet decraziness.