#deedle-s

[goofeyflowers]

about me :

Dakota or D

he/they

21 years old

Artist (#my art #insomnia projects)

Chaotic Neutral

Trans

Disabled (Fibromyalgia, hypermobility)

Autistic

Schizophrenic

Witch

Bi Demi Poly

Taken

Most of my art is paintings & collages but I just do whatever I feel like.

✨side blogs✨

@shittymagoo:

My favorite reblogs

@deedle-s:

misc side blog (experimentation of my self expression & identity)

@feed-the-ego:

punk side blog for my alter

@dustyembrace:

(inactive) ghostcore blog

message me for my 18+ blog if interested (NO MINORS)

Feel free to shoot me a message anywhere about anything. I am always open to friendships and small talk!!! <3

used to be @dustysmyfriend, @cicadaskin222, & @treesthatsing

find my text posts under #goofey's thoughts & my selfies under #my face. I vent & rant under #goofey's vent if you want to black list that.

& one last thing: I will block u if I don't want u interacting with my blog. Fascists, bigots, racists, misogynists/misandrists, trans/homo/bi/aphobic, ableists, MAPS/NOMAPS/pedophiles, pro-ED blogs & discourse blogs are not welcome. I will also block if you don't pass the vibe check, but I'm generally a really open and receptive person. I love learning about people who are different from me, and I'm always down to make new friends <3

[deedle-s]

The way my old roommates acted like I just had main character syndrome and wasn't literally just advocating for my safety and health....

Coming back home and seeing my siblings effortlessly hogging the spotlight of every conversation, putting on whole performances out of nowhere while I just awkwardly and quietly sit there & try to feel included...

Like, yeah, sure. I just needed everything to be about me. It's not like I had to quarantine in my room for months because they chose to live in a way that harbored bacteria everywhere you turned.

I'm literally so valid & if that's how they saw me just trying to get my most basic needs met in a place that hindered my ability to make and eat food & caused me psychotic episodes with thc constantly flowing through our AC...I should've left a long time ago.

[deedle-s]

I keep making these side by side comparisons bc I struggle to conceptualize myself. I look at old (1 year ago or more) pictures of myself, and it's like my brain has to unlock an ancient faded memory to go "...me?? That's what I looked like!!" And then I'm just like, "Wow, I don't look anything like how I used to." Except I do. Yet I'm a completely different person now. I feel like in this past year, someone has taken apart every piece of me and put me back together with new pieces.

[deedle-s]

Dealing w new internalized ableism that's coming up 👉👈

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I look good 🌼

[goofeyflowers]

For my mutuals and others that may be interested: I've started a side blog to explore and build my identity. @deedle-s

I've been out of touch with myself and who I am for months now, ever since having to isolate in my room since December (Plus it's super rare for me to actually get to leave the apartment so I also get lonely.) But I'm now in a place to start figuring out who I am. It's just a place where I can play around with things like gender, art, memes, etc.

Feel free to give it a follow and some interaction! It'd be much appreciated <33

[deedle-s]

Creating a pillar of Love

Creating a pillar of Self Advocacy & Basic Needs

banishing being a victim of my circumstances

Creating a foundation of Trust

Building a house to Surrender myself in (to the tides of life and universe)