#deep psychological stuff

[ponchouxd]

as the tears of the angels fall, i stay inside. i am no deity, though i cry in union with the gods.

my hands are red.

my soul is grey.

i mourn a thread

another day.

[ponchouxd]

everything i produce benefits the ground beneath our feet. for every fruit you waste, i will consume and bring new meaning, new life. in time it will sprout from the dirt, no matter how much you stomp and trample upon. it is i whom prevents Earth from decay. it is i whom allows you to live. with out me, you are nothing

[ponchouxd]

to the memories that haunt me:

your ghost only reminds me of what i out lived.

to the inconveniences of today:

the breath down my neck is proof of your failure to kill me.

to the complications to come:

you cannot escape me.

[ponchouxd]

Open your eyes, my child

i know you're scared of it

i know it will be there

i know it's mean and scary and it hurts you

but when you close your eyes again

i'll be here to protect you

i will hold your hand and make you smile

i will hug you until you can forget, if only a second

i will restore your heart every and replenish your soul

if only i could do more

[ponchouxd]

M.E.

M.E.: *AGGRESSIVELY SNORTS YOUR FLESH BUT NOT IN THE SEXUAL WAY*

M.E.: I've had your scent memorized and DNA stored in my data base M.E.: You never escaped me M.E.: I have followed you to the ends of Earth; I walk through the fires of Hell, waited the seconds of Purgatory, and soared the skies of Heaven; I watched as you concurred your demons and consulted your angels; I hold every victory close and accept every failure with all my being; I remember every labor and rest; I counted every beat of your heart and mapped every corner of your mind. M.E.: However you have never payed me any mind until now. As you read this message. M.E.: I'm sure you're wondering who I am by now, since I know everything about you.

M.E.: I am you M.E.: Or rather, the very embodiment of your being M.E.: I'm composed of all your memories. M.E.: Yes, that includes the memories you don't have yet! As well as, the memories you will never have! M.E.: How is this possible you ask? M.E.: Welll

M.E.: I'm a figment of your imagination. M.E.: You brought me to life and gave me character. M.E.: You allowed me to move into your world and become a part of your memories. M.E.: I exist to you solely because you allow me to. M.E.: But you? M.E.: You're real M.E.: You have your own memories and feelings. M.E.: You have your own world and imagination that you live in. M.E.: You are alive M.E.: You are breathing M.E.: You are feeling M.E.: You are real.

ME: One more thing. ME: 'M.E.' stands for "My Epilogue"

[ponchouxd]

you bloody tree breathing oxygen hugger four eyed two limbed still living sack of bones, you

wait till get a job as your cook and add caffeine to everything i feed you so you slowly succumb to the awareness that your life is truly meaningless if not used to your own desires.

little brat, we're all driven by selfishness whether direct or indirect. do the things you wanna do, yolo. the worst thing they can do is take everything from you. but what if you have nothing? what if you don't care? now that's a power move. like, you want my money? I'm broke lol. my family? i haven't talked to them in years. my computer? imma go to libraries and throw shade on the free community desktops. my freedom? my mind is the greatest prison there ever was. you got nothing on it. my life? fool that's the only thing that's keeping me. once i'm gone you have lesser yet power over me.

but wait, there's more~ by taking my life you immortalize me into your soul, we become one as the memory of me will live rent free in the hell you've made your mind. so kill me. kill me and be crushed by just another burden of this world

[ponchouxd]

Y'know, life would be way easier if we were all lawn mooers