05/19/2018 Good afternoon I realise I can't just pray for blessings that "I" want. That's not what its about. I have to pray for the blessings & things that God wants for me. God wants me to be obedient. I get it that obedience is a blessing. I want to be obedient. I think that's why saying these words out aloud was hard. People don't want to listen to nobody. People want to do whatever they want to do & don't want nobody to say anything to them for it or about it. People don't want to be obedient to anyone or anything. I don't have a girlfriend so when I'm lonely & by myself & i look back at old pictures of my Ex Im not cheating on anyone because I'm not in a relationship. However I made a promise to God that I would not look back at pictures & videos of my Ex. So I feel like I'm actually cheating on God by not being obedient. This the one thing I have a really hard time with personally. I'm not making excuses but coping with being alone is hard. If I be obedient and accomplish not giving in to my former lust. I believe God will see that and a new level of blessings will come into my life. So it's good that today I'm praying for "the blessing of Obedience" it's the thing I need most. 🙏 #prayersfortheblessingofobedience #prayersthatactivateblessings #theblessingofobedience #obedience #obediencetogod #jemelhbrown #humble #trustgod #submit #faith #reflection #afternoonprayer #powerinprayer #deepinprayer #meditation #study #read #implementation #blessed
