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The one thing I learned from 2018, is not all love is true love. Not every person can love the way that God intended. Some of us are living a lie just because we don't wanna be alone, we don't wanna feel unloved, but feeling little love is better than none. Fight hard for who you are, and not who you were. 2019 is the year for surprises, love, laughter, peace, and sanity. #defeatingdepression #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #ptsd #anxiety #majordepressiondisorder #loveisblind #loveisfree #lovemyselffirst❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BsDyEvNHXq9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=vdziy9jqy8r5

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#thoughtfulmind #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #anxiety #depressionawareness #deppression #PTSD #majordepressiondisorder #shineofdarkness https://www.instagram.com/p/BqVOkWnnfrK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=dwfuugv76r3h

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We depend on people to love us when all you really need is to love yourself. That's a hard thing to do when depression controls your life, but I refuse to let it continue to drag me down. You can't distance yourself from the ones that truly love you, distance from the ones you always want to see you fail even. Love conquers only for true divine love #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #lovingmyselffirst💕💞💓💖 #truelove #alwayswins #shineofdarkness #comingsoon https://www.instagram.com/p/BqVOg1enwnX/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wpabjc5tx5fk

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When sis get you right #braids #lovingmynewlook😍 #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #depressions https://www.instagram.com/p/BqSZqy2nKeT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wayhr84vx41g

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Down 6lbs doing stuff I know I can. Never be defeated I've been to hell and back. The devil thought he had me 🙏🏽 #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #shineofdarkness #comingsoon #weightlossjourney #weightloss #thisjourney https://www.instagram.com/p/BqQ5FY7HNar/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10qvz7x67g7li

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Sometimes you have to fight through the storm. Nobody how bad it gets I promise there is light on the other side. Losing three babies was the worst of all, but yet I conquered it. It never gets easy, but it does get manageable. There are many days I wish I could still hold my son. I wish I could get my best friend back, but I can't. It took me a long time to get a grip on life after my last baby died. Felt like life was unbearable without them. The devil took my heart and played with it too long. I am I will conquer this battle. This battle called depression, this battle called PTSD, and this battle called anxiety. So much of my life I spent walking through the dark, but yet here I am. #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #majordepressiondisorder #deppression #anxiety #ptsd #brokenmother #motheroflostchildren https://www.instagram.com/p/BqFtKgMnjBD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1e03m86usf1p8

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Seeing is believing I've been alcohol free for a week and a half. That may not mean nothing to anybody else, but for me its been a blessing. I was headed down the wrong path and it took a lot to realize it. Naaaah I'm just playing I asked God to help me stop drinking. And my God showed up. The journey I been through can be a powerful break through. I've been through so much in the 37yrs I've been on this earth lost a set of twins, boy that broke my ♥. Had my second son, just for him to die two and a half years later. That right there took my soul. Took me to a dark dark place. It was so dark I said this is it, devil you win. But there is so many prayer warriors praying for me the devil can't be defeated. I saw a glimpse of death to many times, I've experienced a fear I NEVER EVER want to experience again. I've lost so many family, and important people that I walked further into the dark. But I saw a glimpse of light that I said this is the beginning. #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #ptsd #anxiety #majordepressiondisorder #mentalhealth #shineofdarkness #comingsoon https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp-1mDlHIif/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1uub5s3k2q8gf

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I be cuuuuuute #ibcrucial #defeatingptsd #defeatinganxiety #defeatingdepression #majordepressiondisorder #shineofdarkness #comingsoon https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp-THDzHrCu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1vjs9iddeqd41