Sep 7, 2020
So much life I haven't experienced... By now I should've known so much, done so much, seen so much.
Coming to terms with being extremely behind in life is hard. No matter what or how I just can't catch up with life.
It's beyond upsetting. Untill now I haven't really lived. I haven't been myself. But I don't know who myself is either. I didn't get to be a self. Just a shadow of someone else.
(no rb//)
#p#i want to do#but#... how#life experiences? 0#sex? 0#job? 0#degree? 0#hobbies? 0#traveling?0#i am discovering now 'normal things' that apparently everyone's done as a child#like... yeah#im talking about rlly basic stuff#like going to grocery shopping#im not kidding#i did it for the first time last year