Feb 12
Invested too much in my own RI au mephisto I hallucinate a wholeass ship dynamic
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Invested too much in my own RI au mephisto I hallucinate a wholeass ship dynamic
can you tell they give me brainrot? 🥺👉🏼👈🏼
So, about 2 days ago Lee Jong Suk announced dating IU. If you know me, I *stan* Lee Jong Suk. He's the whole reason I even ventured into kdrama; he's the only actor I deliberately watch. And it's funny the way I get so dejected with the fact that he's dating. I'm rational enough to know he's out of reach; probably won't meet him ever in my life, less end up dating him. But idk, it's still got me a bit sad knowing that he's out there actively liking someone. It's really funny in a delusional kinda way how I had some sense of possession for someone I never owned. The Korean entertainment industry got hella good conditioning to make me feel this way ahahaha.
Even I'm surprised how dejected I got with my superego telling me from the start how he's unattainable. Idk I guess I just wanna share how this already unattainable thing made me sad that it became even more unattainable