#demitalk

[wolfofcelestia]

Thinking about sexuality

There have been a lot of accounts, both here and twitter, that take porn clips and assign it to the boys

And every time I take a peek at them

I'm always left

Like

So turned off

I'd be interested one second and then drier than the Sahara the next

I know straight porn is mainly for men and people who like to see women be sexualized, but I'm always just so disappointed that people in the lads fandom still take these male gaze clips where its 99% just showing off the women's bodies and just this mysterious disembodied floating dick going into them

Like, every time I think or even hope that I could be attracted to women to save myself the pain of trying to find a Good Man™️ irl, I'd come across a post telling me to imagine Zayne or Sylus and then it would just be a clip of some girl being debased or a close up of her holes being fucked by some disembodied mystery dick and I just recoil in disgust

I guess that just confirms that I'm not into women but I do wonder if there's such a thing as porn for the female gaze, where the focus is 99% on the men in the clips and the women are just an afterthought

I don't care enough to look for it though because the men would never live up to what I like anyway

Audio/drama cds have always been a million times better for me because I don't need to deal with seeing or hearing the women's exaggerated sounds, drama cds actually have a story, and the acting is actually good

Is that because I'm a straight yumejoshi who self inserts and prefers all the focus being on the man? I'd say that's like 50% of it. But I wonder if the other 50% is due to me being demi

Sure, it's hot when a good voice actor makes those sounds, but it's hotter when there's a reason why his character is so enthralled in the scene

Even hotter when it's a voice actor of a character you love, and that attachment and familiarity is already there

It's part of the reason why I started playing lads already being so attached to Rei. I've already loved him for an entire decade before he even existed

But if this is how I operate, finding someone to grow attached to irl is going to be impossible. I really don't know how other demis are able to find partners because the odds are definitely not in my favour

[royclxrk-blog]

Roy Clark; Head Canon: 001  ↳Schooling

Roy isn’t the brightest nor the dumbest person you’ve met---he’s just has a hard time being up to speed as everyone. Being kicked out before middle school could do that to you, and with not much to learn while on the road he learned from the books he could find or from the people willing to take the time with him. With that result Roy doesn’t have his high school diploma but since he’s arrived at camp he’s diligently been working on attaining it (Thanks to the Athena cabin/instructors) 

Roy is currently seventeen but academically is a sophomore in high school 

Hopes to graduate after he turns eighteen, estimates a little more than a year and half. 

Favorite subjects are History and Chemistry.

Least are English and Geometry. 

Finds Greek difficult, even if part of his brain is wired in it. 

[aria-garcia]

the three musketeers ➡️ methods of persuasion

(abbie miller; aria garcia; ginny daniels)

[the-elswood-touch-blog]

        "I'm not the first, but I promise                  I'll be the last to get you off like this."

[royclxrk-blog]

Hi guys, gals, or anyone who bothers to track or glance at this tag. My name is Zach, I’m 23yo, and I’m generally stoked about the possibility of rping again within this universe / hopefully being accepted. Some of you might not remember me or just forgotten, but I remember a ton of your characters (even if the new FCs are bitching). I’m so glad to see this place is being revamped and I’ve spent a good month stalking the main in hopes things will be ready. 

I should’t keep rambling, but here I am...hopefully I’ll get a fresh start and play Roy Clark. ***crosses fingers***. Either way thanks for reading this and hope to be writing with you all soon. 

[guru--guru]

not the same anon. and a real question. I found some time ago that I'm demi, but I'm not sure if I fall into the asexual spectrum, and I would like to know more abut your opinion on this.

Demisexuals  are closely aligned with asexuality, but not quite asexual-- hence why they fall into the asexual spectrum. Demisexuals are considered part of the asexual community because for the most part, they don’t feel sexual attraction. Many demisexuals are only attracted to a handful of people in their lifetimes, or even just one person. And that’s only after establishing a strong emotional bond with them. The thing that makes them different from asexuals is that they are capable of feeling sexual attraction—it’s just that it only happens after they form a deep emotional bond with someone and even then, a strong desire for sex is still typically rare and inconstant. Does that help?