Can i know why you dropped the demon eren au? was it the plot that discouraged you or smth
ooh good question. there's a few reasons i suppose. basically: wanting to triage my wips for focus & reduced interest due to negativity and hate messages. i've gone off further on my reasons and also some ideas that i have for it, if you're interested haha
i guess i'm in a phase where i am trying to provide myself some sort of structure that enables me instead of distracts me. i can't focus on more than 1-2 ideas at a time, and even having them hang over me sometimes feels stressful.
like when i knew i had to do the priest AU, i completely disengaged from idily. now that the priest AU is complete, i am starting to daydream about mafia eremika again.
going ahead i have 3 things on my plate: the zine production (formatting everything in a layout takes so much time lol), boy next door and idily. i wanna put my efforts here because the end in sight! lol. aside from this i got accepted into the kakasaku zine, and decided to claim a prompt from an hotd kink meme, bc i need to change things up. otherwise the negativity that i receive here will kill me slowly.
tbvh, all the negativity makes me lose interest. i'm only human. even though i really do try to focus on the joy that comes with being read at all and the gratitude i have for my eremika readers, the weird incessant hate messages really get to me. i'm a fairly confident person, but developing my writing skills has required really putting a mirror to myself many times and so much self-confrontation. maybe it sounds weird that i feel all this over fanfic, but words are excavated from somewhere deep within; i think it's quite a brutal hobby. (i love it) in all this, i try to go online and share it with people who supposedly like the same things i do, but people are really judgy and mean out there. and i try to ignore it when its out there, but when it sits in my inbox it is hard to ignore. especially when i receive hate messages with such persistence and consistency.
i know i said i discontinued it for good, but the truth is i don't know for sure! i think i just labeled it as such, because removing the "pressure" kind of helps with creativity sometimes.
do i want to explore mikasa's devotion to a larger-than-life entity that she believes in more fervently than the life she has experienced? yes.
do i want to write about an arc where she witnesses destruction at demon eren's hands and shares in his bloodlust? you bet.
do i want to write about a dynamic where she would be willing to give up everything just to be irrevocably owned by somebody just to assuage the loneliness she has felt her whole life? hell yeah.
i know i shelved this, but i sometimes wonder if my growth will only make me return to this story and make it 100x better than what i had in store originally. i know that's what happened with the priest au, and i felt really good about it!
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/2
Fandom: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Eren Yeager/Reader, Eren Yeager/Original Female Character(s)
Characters: Eren Yeager, Original Female Character(s), Reader
Additional Tags: Demon Eren Yeager, Demon Sex, First Time, Demon Summoning, Demon/Human Relationships, Reader-Insert, Dubious Consent
Summary:
Halloween special 2022: Episode 8. See masterlist for more.
Cw: playing wiht ouija boards, talks of murder (in a comedic way), Eren is tired and lazy. Incorrect portrayal of demonic entities and rituals (this is really just for funsies, I made them suffer like poor telemarketing workers)
Oh no, NOT again.
Eren hated halloween night with a passion. Everything about it was annoying and stupid, making him work extra hard for absolutely no reason! Who thought it would be a good idea to make Halloween a mandatory work day for demons?
"At this point I'll have to ask Armin for another Demonic Union meeting"
Once again, he had another ouija session to attend. THE FOURTH ONE and it wasn't even past midnight yet. Don't get him wrong, Eren absolutely loves messing with dumb teenagers that decide to play with an ouija board at midnight in a cemetery (of course they would do everything wrong!). The thing is, it gets boring really easy just messing with the board and moving things around.
Those kids weren't any different. A group of four dumb pre-teens playing in a basement with a very bad handmade ouija board. He decided to let them play alone for a while, stupidly believing that something was moving the planchette.
Haven't the dumb scientists already debunked that people move the planchette themselves most of the time? Why people still play with this? Honestly Eren didn't really understand the appeal of talking to ghosts, demons or whatever.
"Gabi, you're moving it!!!" A boy with dark hair and glasses yelled.
"Why? You're scared of the nonexistent ghosts? Y'all are babies"
Oh great Eren thought, we have a skeptic in this session.
Eren hated ouija sessions, SPECIALLY ones with skeptic people in it. And that ugly ass girl looked like an annoying skeptic.
"Ok guys, stop it!" another girl with ash blond hair said "Gabi, let's play seriously"
"Fine" the Gabi girl said.
"Falco, you really don't want to join?" The blond girl said to a boy sitting close to them.
Now Eren was interested, a little bit. He noticed that he had a concerned face, he looked very cautious. Eren loved to scare cautious people. Better than scaring any skeptic person, honestly.
"No, you can play but I'm out"
"You're a cry baby Falco"
"I'm not, Gabi, my brother says we shouldn't play with this stuff"
"You do everything he says" Gabi replied.
"There's nothing wrong with him modeling his brother" the boy with glasses said.
"Udo, shut up" Gabi replied "Let's play again, Falco can do whatever he wants"
The three kids came back to the game while Falco stood up.
"Have fun, I'll get a snack"
Eren let the three dumb kids play and followed Falco to the kitchen. He saw pictures of the boy on the walls and assumed the home was his, also noticing that no adults were home (which was nice for a haunting!). But first, a home has a bedroom and Eren loved to pry into people's rooms!
Falco's room was just like the average pre-teen boy room, messy with lot's of school books on the floor, a videogame on stand by mode (Eren loved playing videogames, but not a fan of the screaming owner when they saw the game seemingly playing by itself). Eren was able to find out where the boy studied, the names of the other girl (Zophia with a Z!!!), his brother's name (the guy was hot as fuck). He saw the group had a very solid friendship, seeing pictures of them together since they were toddlers.
After prying the boy's room for a while he decided to come back to the basement, having made up his mind. He was going to give them a good haunt, just for them to have a cool story to tell later on and that nobody will believe!
Falco was also getting downstairs when Eren passed by, purposefully blowing on his neck. The boy turned fast, not seeing anything. Eren could feel his fear slowly building, the first spark of oh-oh.
"Guys!!" Falco ran down the stairs "something got me!!"
"What?" Udo replied.
"I felt something on my neck when I was coming here"
"Falco, that's not nice! You don't want to play but no need to be a party pooper for us" Zophia said.
"I'm not lying, something got me on the stairs. Let's stop!"
"Okay Falco, fine! Just this once and then we stop and do whatever you want" Gabi said.
The blond boy rolled his eyes and sat down, still a little uneasy.
"Just this once, Gabi"
The girl nodded her head and the others went back to the game.
"So, ghost, are you still there?" Zophia said.
Oh my demon boss, they really thought somebody was with them on the game. Humans can be so dumb sometimes, it was funny. Eren decided to make this last round memorable. The demon got closer to the group and put his finger on the planchette, guiding them to the 'yes'.
"Am I getting the new God of War game?" Udo asked.
"What a stupid question, Udo" Gabi said.
Eren quickly moved the planchette to 'No'. He liked ruining people's dreams.
Gabi laughed hard.
"Not fair, I had good grades" Udo complained.
"Yeah yeah, nobody cares. Will I get to see the warriors play this season?" Gabi asked.
Eren saw something like that in Falco's room, a team of some sorts and apparently Falco's brother was a part of the team. Hot and athletic.
Just to be even more mean, Eren guided their hands to 'No'
"WHAT? But Reiner promised!!!" She yelled "fucking stupid ghost"
S-T-U-P-I-D G-I-R-L
"Wow, at least now we know Gabi isn't moving it" Udo said.
"Who do you think you are calling me stupid? You're a dumb ghost!"
Eren laughed, not that they could hear it anyway so he decided to do a classic move: a figure 8 on the board. For some reason humans went wild when that happened.
"STOP THAT!" Udo cried.
Eren laughed again, increasing the speed.
"Don't take the hands off!" Zophia yelled "It's the rules!"
"Fuck the rules, I'm out" Udo took his hands off, running to Falco.
Perfect! Eren thought. He looked around the basement, seeing a few trophies displayed. He quickly moved his fingers and one of the trophies fell on the floor with a loud thump.
Falco and Udo screamed, while Zophia was calm and Gabi was petrified. The boys tried to get upstairs, but Eren threw the trophie around, and positioned it right on the stairs.
"I don't like this, Zophia! Close the session off!" Udo asked.
Eren moved the planchette that Zophia and Gabi were still holding.
I-M N-O-T L-E-A-V-I-N-G. E-V-E-R.
Zophia quickly closed off the session, as if nothing happened. Man that girl was stoic!
Eren's powers were not really ruled by the board, so he could keep bothering them. And he did. This time the demon started to turn the TV and radio on and off. The four kids looking at it in shock.
"Zophia!! You did it wrong!"
"I didn't! Udo broke the rules"
"This is all Gabi's fault, she pissed off the ghost" he shot back.
"Shut up" Falco yelled "Let's get out of here!"
They tried to run for the stairs again, but Eren closed the basement door with a loud sound, now playing with the lights. The group screamed while hugging one another. In a peak of fear, they started praying. PRAYING! Eren loved when they did that, it never worked but they always did it.
Laughing, he decided to leave those dumb kids alone. Armin would give him a lecture if he kept scaring kids.
"Our job is exchange favors and make deals, scaring kids is a waste of our time! The boss is gonna beat our asses if we don't reach our goal this week" he wouls say.
Eren stopped the activity and watched with delight the four kids disappear from the basement. Yep, he hated halloween but sometimes it was fun.
He was about to get back on his realm when another sessions was open. Eren groaned.
Demon!Eren coming home after a long day of dealmaking to his lovely wife and baby 😊 Then he steps in the door to find the power fluctuating, blood leaking from the walls, his daughter screaming at an inhuman pitch, house is a mess, and you're draped on the couch like "this was my entire day. 😖😪"
Oh god lol Eren’s on his way home and he’s like “can’t wait to see my two loves 😁🥰” but then he steps inside and he’s like
mikasa tits are so big he can’t help but love them. they’re always aching and when he’s feeling nice he’ll soap them up and massage. that’s when mikasa feels the most shy bc his attention is solely on her and she’s remembering all the other women saying she’s selfish and there’s nothing special about her that she should get special treatment
LOVE THE DEVOTION TO HER TITS!
This is such a sexual but also emotional experience for Mikasa actually, bc nobody has given her the kind of attention and care that this ridiculously large but secretly affectionate demon does. She grew up an orphan at the mercy of the shrine, and whatever kindness they offered so she really learnt not to take up space and ask for a lot. So when he spoils her— be it sexually or otherwise— I think she gets overwhelmed 🥹❤️
Her cute little whimpers when Eren brushes his thumbs against her sensitive tits. They’re just so puffy and sore from the soft stimulation that she’s even more reactive than normal.
Perhaps Eren, enamoured by her delicate human-ness, will take a fondness for excessive nipple play. He could tease her nipples for hours, teeth sharp enough to tease her terribly but keeping it light enough not to hurt (too bad). He could take her pebbly nip under his tongue and savour it as slowly and deliciously as he wants, relishing how restless and wet she’s gotten, how desperately aroused she smells.
He could make her beg for him, teary-eyed at just how much he teases her, how much he makes her wait for it, only giving in whenever his whims feel fit.
I hate to do this to Mikasa (but hear me out): what if someone hears Eren's only rule for Mikasa?
The jealous harem members corner Mikasa and pin her down to try and make her cum against her will.
She’s so good tho, she’ll control herself. It doesn’t matter if they’re doing exactly what she likes, touching her in all the ways she’s weak for (the way they’ve secretly seen Eren touch her) she’ll count to 1000 in her head and breathe deep, and remind herself none of this feels as good as the way Eren does it. And most importantly none of its gonna feel as good as when Eren finally comes to her and tells her she can come— pets her hair while she comes down from her high and tells her she’s been such a good girl for him.
At least as best as she can before Eren walks in and sees what’s happening 😂