So tired of giving everything my 100 and only getting 10 back

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So tired of giving everything my 100 and only getting 10 back
This is my feelings right about now...I know I should be spreading positivity because in return your get positive things back in your life...I’m just stuck at the moment. I know what I want and know how to get it but I have road blocks... #depressingday #down #lost #backluck #myluck
My Day
Not that anyone really cares, but do you ever just have one of those days that just make you feel like you’re worthless. Nothing even happened to cause it, you just wake up and you feel like trash. With it being cold as shit out and taking care of a 3 month old pretty much by myself, there isn’t much to keep me preoccupied. I just sit with my daughter and try and smile and get through the day. At least for her.
Day 69: Today was another depressing day. I spent the first half at Prayer Day, and then I slept for a long time. After I slept, I was able to get my room cleaned for room checks, and I painted some more Christmas decorations. I attempted to take pictures of the moon, but a lot of them didn't turn out good at all. These are the decent ones. 61 days till Christmas. #discoverciu
Day 13: Honestly, I have to say today wasn't my best day. It definitely didn't end horribly, but the rest of it was kind of depressing. I only took two pictures today without realizing it, and they are of two people I got to see for the first time since last week since they were both busy this weekend. They both weren't very fond of the camera either. One is Josh, and I want to say thanks for letting me talk to you today. It was nice, and it helped. I hope you had a good day. The other was Jackie, and I want to say thanks for hanging out with Sarah and me and for making us laugh. Lastly, Sarah and I watched My Neighbor Totoro today since we didn't get to it the other day like we planned. I'm super excited to just be able to go to bed early tonight and sleep in in the morning so goodnight. #discoverciu
My first tattoo which I got accidentally on SP's death anniversary 7? years ago. #depressingday #sylviaplath #tattoo #theedge
So tomorrow morning im gonna wake up to realize this was all just a horrible nightmare and Adam will still be in Three Days Grace...right?! I cant believeeeee after loving them for years but then fully becoming obsessed and just seeing them for the second time December 15th, Adam leaves the effing band...any thing possible that makes me happy gets taken away...this would only happen in my life...im just happy I literally just saw them a few weeks ago while Adam was still in the band...im sorry but no one will EVER replace that man or his voice... Ill still always be a fan and hope Adam feels better soon and hopefully one day will return <3
It's one of those days..
I am not going to leave the house. I can't leave the house. Why can't I leave the house? Because I am in a shit mood, and I don't want my mood to rub off on others