#depressingstuff

[imagineadrunkcrabwalking-blog]

Here’s a Depressing Poem ~ Have a good day!

It seems like it from time to time when words fall smoothly and endings rhyme. It feels like it every once in a while When I manage to let out a laugh or smile. It could be true in moments that pass But still those moments never last. I can fool myself every now and then But the truth comes out time and time again. And when truth comes outside to play All I can do is lie and pray. For thoughts scheme to tear me apart To smear the ink and destroy the art. The question was asked, the answer unspoken For the answer will only leave me broken. But I won’t think of all that right now I’ll just distract myself somehow. I’ll just stay here and write and write Cuz I have to win just one more fight. I’ve said “i’m okay” a million times before Selecting facts to just ignore. Cuz maybe if I wait just a little longer I’ll finally become a little stronger. But nothing has changed and it’s been years I begin to realize my worst fears. That the answer will always stay the same And now i’m the only one to blame. The answer I ignore and hide The answer that leaves me petrified The answer that I can’t confide The answer that always has lied. So once and for all just tell the truth Are you happy? Are you happy? Are you happy?

[beckacolins23]

Today u felt something while I was hearing a song, I felt one of those memories that I know I lost, I felt my stomach hurt as my own body felt those times, my mundo has a long hall between my body and what I suppose to know but that's okay, I'm fine not knowing "why" I can remember hearing it for first time, maybe my mind knows better. I don't know why I lost so much.

[thatoneintrovert23]

I'm not anyone special

Yet I'm not normal

I can't fit in

But I'm not broke

I'm strange

Yet I'm normal

I'm boring

Yet unique

Is anyone else confused with life with existence their purpose simply because your not quite unique or normal everyone say dont listen to other but it's not that easy to feel like everything they say is true yet hear those who you hold so dear say otherwise it's so painfully confusing to want to just die yet have so many reasons to live to want to get rid of every flaw in yourself yet know it make you you to feel like you know they know you but not at the same time why do I feel like so many things and know so many things that never make sense

I dont understand

[rose-petals-shower]

I wish I could be somebody else. Someone who doesn’t care about anything, someone who doesn’t take life so seriously. I would love to be one of those people who are so confident about themselves and their abilities that they don’t care whether the others like them or not. How can I be one of them? Why is it so hard to change your own personality? 

[the-anime-man]

The style I drew this in and the shading reminds me of DR. TTATT

[allweirdthingsexist]

why i'll probably leave teaching after my 2 years are up

Gerald Gerald Conti’s retirement letterConti Letter

education isn't a means to an end. educators have been scrutinized for too long and it shouldn't be a mystery as to why there is a growing need for grade school teachers. it's not fun when i think about what and who i'm actually working for.

i feel bad for my students.

[lurches]

Today..

So today I was getting coffee at Panera and I saw this couple walk out of TjMaxx. The girl looked at the guy and said something. I couldn't tell because I was too far away. But he picked her up off of the sidewalk and threw her over his shoulder. He walked her all the way back to the car and then put her down. Then, they kissed and got in the car. It was soo adorable. Then, I remembered I wasn't the one in that relationship. So I said FML and kept drinking my coffee.