I rarely have a mania episode. It's usually days of crippling sadness
I wanna list off the things that went through my head as I was cleaning and actually being productive and not crippled with executive dysfunction
"Room d i rty please fix this needs rEMODELED"
"GetThebigStuffGetThebigStuffGetThebigStUFF" (this I was actually saying while picking things up out of my carpet to vaccuum)
*Literally running around like a mad man trying to organize my dresser*
"ThisThisThisThisThisThisThis and this goes herehereherehereherehere and h e r e!"
"BIRD DON'T FLY OUT TH E R E" (my bird almost flew out the window, then onto my ferret's cage while he was inside of it, making my adrenaline spike worse)
"AirFireWater- no it go AirWater- nO that's not it either AirFireEarthWater yESTHAT WAY"
"Where does this go?? It going h e r e"
"THIS DOES NOT BELONG"
"Why did I buy these things I have no spACE"
*thanking the divine for predictive text and autocorrect because I can't make english words from typing so fast*
*spelling mistakes*
"Bird?? Bird is good?? Bird is g o o d"
"PLAY T I M E" *releases both of my pets when I normally can't keep up with them both*
"The time flew by where did it g o"
"P l a nts"
"ThIs OnE iS aLmOsT dYiNg MoThEr?!,@@,@*@*#"
*litterally running around trying to prune the unkempt plants and trying to rehydrate the dying ones around the house*
"Food is needed but la t e r"
"I feel like I am G o d"
"So clEEEEEEEAN"
This is kinda what happened in my head for the span of like an hour or maybe an hour and a half. My room nearly doesn't look this good when I clean it in almost triple the time and eventually I give up because no progress was made. It's not often that I get like this but I'm really glad I did because I like my room and my space again, but I know when I crash I'll be really pissy and quick to agitate like my mom lol.
Thats pretty much it, just a thing I felt like sharing, who knows maybe someone will see this and a lightbulb will go off. Signal boost maybe?? Idk do as you need to and blessed be!!!
