Destiel fic reader PLS help me
I'm getting desperate here!
So a few years ago I read a Destiel FF that had a very peculiar and sweet plot
It was incomplete and I rarely read those but this one was actually being updated if I remember right like a chapter a week or two
It was a high school au with Dean becoming friend with a human Castiel that either was deaf or autistic but Dean was the only one that Cas would let come near him even tho he was pretty reluctant at start he hated human contact and such and Dean was the only one who Cas didn't have a problem with
Cas barely talked too
Mary and John were alive and Cas' surname was Novak
Dean had a lot of difficulty accepting that Cas was so dependent on him like the usual teenagers crisis
It was multiple chapters, pretty long
Published in the years 2015-16 maybe?
I don't remember the title I don't remember shit
I was sure as hell I had a subscription for it but I didn't found it there
I was sure I finished it and saved it but it seems I didn't do either things because I can't find it anywhere and I really wanted to re-read it or we'll actually see if it was finished
Does anyone know it? I tried everything, searched every possible tag on ao3
ANY
I can't find it 😭 PLS help
