#destiel studies

[kinky-cas]

i think dean and cas first hooked up after getting kicked out of the strip club in 5.03 free to be you and me, and then spent the rest of s5 fucking just offscreen. nothing but mutual pining in s6, except for one last desperate “slow dancing in a burning room” moment in tmwwbk that gets broken up by bobby with a shotgun before it can really go anywhere. after that it’s years of pining, and a bunch of moments where one of them almost makes a move, until 12.19 the future where, after a season of being back in each others orbit, they DO have sex for the first time in like 7 years. and then cas steals the colt from under dean’s pillow and leaves and dies, and they don’t fuck again until after dean breaks cas out of the empty post-s15. cas did kiss dean right before the empty took him, though :)

[thatrandomfangirl24]

‘Sinner’ The Last Dinner Party / Supernatural

[destiel-wings]

the craziest thing about the mixtape is it sets up a precedent, we had no idea dean gave it to him because it didn't happen onscreen, we only knew about it because we saw castiel trying to return it.

so how many other gifts may dean have given castiel that he just kept?? whose gifting or returning wasn't crucial to the main plot and so we didn't get to see??

how many destiel scenes happened offscreen during all those years?? another example of this is them watching tombstone. so many little throwaway lines or moments here and there that basically confirm that for as much insane couple behavior we saw onscreen, there was a whole other level of offscreen insanity going on

[some-lionheart]

I think when dean and cas finally kiss for the first time, dean moans into it an embarrassing amount and he also cries his eyes out.

[violetpurpleviolet]

I watched the scene where Cas gets angry that Donatello suffocated Dean with a spell. And it altered my brain chemistry

I watched it yesterday night and it keeps replaying in my head

Gives me “Who did this to you?” romance book vibes.

[5x03castiel]

the way both dean and cas worry that the only way theyre needed or wanted is through being of use, being a good soldier. cas still tries to Good Works his way into deans heart, and dean thinks what in gods name could i actually give to a perfect angel of the lord, no way i could be worth anything to him. they don’t understand that the other one loves them just for being who they are. they don’t have to earn it

[mishaesque]

what did it mean when Anna put her hand over Cas’ handprint during the sex scene. What were they trying to say by her doing that. Whyd id she grab him whre Cas grabbed him before WHILE sex???? Why Anna handprin tCas sex Dean????? why symbol claim handpr int Cas while sex????? s ex handp rint CasDean Anna???¿¿

[casmybelovedass]

It would have been so funny if they combined the "Sam didn't know" with the "of course Sam knew" but like, it goes like this:

"Yeah, so... Cas and I are a thing"

"... You... and Cas? *scoff + rapid blink + look away thing* wow, uhm... *stares off for a bit* So, uhm, when did it happen?"

"*processing Sam's reaction* Like, now"

"Wait- nOW?!?! What do you mean 'now'!!??!"

"The fuck??"

"You mean to tell me this isn't you admitting you and Cas have been a thing for- I don't know- A DECADE?!?!?!!"

"I'm- wait yOU KNEW??!!"

"OF COURSE I KNEW! I'M NOT BLIND"

"THEN WHY DIDN'T YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING"

"I WAS GIVING YOU GUYS SPACE"

Meanwhile Cas fucked off somewhere he can't hear them or some shit