It’s Steve Now
It’s Steve now, fallen Cas fic rec list - this angsty collection of canon verse fic is a counterpart to our more mellow Castiel, you’re human now rec list. Heed the authors’s tags and have tissue boxes around!
Thanks to euclase/ @eliciadonze/ @eliciaforever, who provided us with permission to use her beautiful art! (link to #euclase fanart tag at @destielfanworks)
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A Winter’s Tale by northernsparrow (submitted rec) [T, 63,700 word count]
Cas is sick and Dean finds a journal that Cas kept about his time alone as a human. This fic is a retelling of first half of S9 from Cas’s POV (via Cas’s journal). Lots of Cas angst/loneliness and a correspondingly equal volume of Dean guilt. Sick fic, hurt/comfort, journal fic, and a Christmas fic too.
Down Like Water by museaway [M, 14,500 word count]
There’s no time for nerves, no time for second guessing. There’s only right now, and right now he has Cas. (Or, in which Dean and Cas get over themselves and take a roadtrip before Cas’s grace runs out. Not S10 canon compliant.)
It’s getting dark, too dark to see by Enochian Things (Salr323) (submitted rec) [T, 18,400 word count]
Cas is human and alone in the world; Dean’s not handling it. At all. But then again, neither is Castiel.
My Heart Is Beating From Me by enochian things [M, 55,100 word count]
After Rexford, Castiel tries to live a normal life and Dean tries to let him go… But nothing’s ever that easy. (Canon divergent from s9e06 “Heaven Can’t Wait”)
There Are Many Things by imogenbynight [NC-17, 28,800 word count]
In which Dean and Castiel learn, through trial and error, how to be together.
Things that Leave Marks by thestoryinsideme [M, 23,500 word count]
Once the rogue angel Dean had allowed inside his brother was expelled and Sam was safe, a guilt-ridden Dean searched high and low for his friend and former angel, Castiel. Unable to find him, Dean presumed he was dead. Until, that is, the fateful day he ran into him during a quick stop in a small northwestern town more than three years later.
Zenith by anactoria [NC-17, 33,400 word count]
Season 9 AU. Still relatively new to humanity, Castiel struggles with both Dean’s confusing behaviour and the loss of his angelic faculties. When a pissed-off witch restores his ability to see the supernatural, the curse seems like a blessing. He can help his friends again – and when Dean’s lies blow up in his face and Sam is once again left hovering between life and death, Cas is happy to be useful. But his abilities keep getting stronger, and they might just be more than a human brain can handle.
The wilderness. by orange_crushed [T, 8,000 word count]
He takes a shower and the pressure is not especially good, but it doesn’t matter. It’s warm and he stands under the spray a long time. Human skin, he knows, constantly renews itself, shedding the dead cells of the epidermis. He wonders how long it will take until he is an entirely new person, until every cell on his surface is a new one. He looks at his hands under the water. It might take less than a month. (9x03 post-episode fic)
Other resources
Call for Coda - 9x03 - a very special coda fic rec list, posted only couple of days after the episode broke our hearts. Destiel writers rose to occasion and poured all their love, and hurt, and confusion into these coda fics. A time capsule of emotions.
Ten Years of Castiel Masterpost - . more Cas centric fic recs
Season 9 fan art at @destielfanworks
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