I miss when I actually had the mental energy to play my games...
I use to play multiple, I could remember who I was romancing in what game, and where I was in the story, and could remember what things I had to do in which game.
Now....I can't do more than the barest of minimum in the few games I'm too attached to to get rid of (and even a few of those, I don't open at all)
I miss the joy I got from playing. Miss getting invested in the story, to the point it'd affect my mood in real life or I'd lose sleep cause I wouldn't be able to go to bed after a cliffhanger or until one of the characters I cherish was out of danger.
But now....I just can't get myself to pay attention very long or remember much of anything anymore.
I use to thrive on the love and joy I felt, now.....I just feel....hollow? Empty? Just sad or depressed? Grief?
Whatever it is....I might as well be dead....
