@destroyedsectheir asked: "Thank you for being here with me." (Zizhen. I have missed you guys. )
“Of course I would be here with you.” The statement was a matter of fact, as if it were the most obvious thing in the universe. “I mean, sure so I wish we’d made it to a town or village before nightfall sure, but the stars are pretty comfortable too.” He leaned back, one arm behind him to keep himself up right as he turned his head upward to look at the night sky above them, his other hand finding the small of her back and delivering a soft and comforting touch. “I will always be here with you.” While he was sure that he would be, he had a sneaking suspicion that he’d have to say it a hundred thousands times over before she truly believed it.
While Zizhen wasn’t exactly a fan of quiet, the quiet seemed so much easier with her here. That he could sit here in soft silence with her and stare at the stars. How strange a concept. A deep breath he wondered about what they were going to do next, a lul in work and training wasn’t usual…hell he couldn’t remember the last time they just stopped…but maybe it would be nice?
“I know there’s a lot going on right now, but we should just go…enjoy ourselves for a while. You deserve it.” They deserved it, “the world can’t be just work with no time to enjoy the world and what it has to offer.” You couldn’t live jumping from stress to stress expecting to end up with some kind of fully fulfilled life. He’d seen his parents do it. Work and work and work, and what had it led to? Endless work and a miserable marriage with no one around at the end of it to enjoy your old age with?
Zizhen didn’t really like the sound of that.
“I’ll always be here with you, but I want you to be happy and not just okay, to enjoy things and to find some kind of…joy in what we do…not just survive.” It wasn’t what she deserved. She deserved so much more than that. “Let’s take a vacation.”














