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bello2!

Use this ask to yap about something you wanted to for a long time, but haven't had the occasion to!

Have a nice day also :3

okay so i actually postponed it a lot since i have. quite a number of options to talk abour, it being vampire history, 4cvit, or some other things... i chose a personal favorite burried underneath. Being ratsmp 4cvit. MY GOOBER. ^_^

A complete stranger, to everyone, oneself, and even the world. 4cvit was welcomed with a load of questions, and a dissonance within community-- it's not visible, but that feeling was there, hidden beneath layers and masks. So he hid his weapon, being a knife, he didn't know anything starting off. But he had that knife, and it'll stay with him, and it'll be his.

Why is it the only feeling left of him was fear and safety? What happened beforehand? He didn't know, only remembering bright blinding lights. It was suffocating and loud, loud as it was the contrary, darkness, swallows him down like home. But that piece of him was left behind in the past he never knew, and it was time to start anew. He made his own comfy home, with a warm bed and soft sofa, it was all fine.

But he still felt missing, he wanted to heal his own dissonance, and he wanted to pick up pace-- So he felt, and he placed the pixels he saw in sense, and there was his abode of the past. Not exactly, the only comfort there was the darkness and shimering amethyst, but it felt like home. And so it will be.

He makes a request everytime it felt important, for someone to it write down in his book. It was a nice experience and event, to have occasionally see them smile or think of what to write. It was fun. He tried to write and replicate as able too, but of course, he couldn't really be like them. But though it doesn't bother him, he has his own troubles to entertain, and so he does.

How do you be something when you don't know what that is? How do you be a person with no recollect of it? Not a person, a rat, but just as important... confusion, and conflict is what gets you. When he laughs, or respond with a compliment, or answers a question, or anything, does he think "This is who i am." or "Is this what I'm supposed to be?". It gets nowhere, to both acknowledge that missing part of you, and doing nothing more about it.

And so, the story of a lost rat, locked in a cage, goes forever untold.

happy 4cvit because i got too angsty

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hey quick question if 4c is in or SUPPOSED to be on tumblr? Recent bannerfall stream he mentioned how he's going to post vods on the 5cvit account, because he saw people on tumblr and twitter asking about it. tumblr. genuinely asking out of concern TT

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bello6! :D

General thoughts and opinions of the bannerfall ending? Or the story in general! (Probably one of my favourite smps from POW personally)

How have you been? Oh yeah and per usual have a nice day and take care!!! :3

HI!! I've been okay, thanks for checking up! :D

With how everything is progressing, it's genuinely kind of hard to see it end, especially this soon... rats was my outmost favorite, of course, used to be a huge martyn fan- and it sits very close to my heart :)

Though, bannerfall, it's... VERY close to taking that place, with how many hours i devoted to it, as well as the wacky stuff that normally does not happen in an smp, ever. (PARKOUR HELL. WHOLE PLAGUE ON THE SERVER TO TIE BACK A SINGLE CHARACTER'S STORY. so on so forth...) The cameos and interactions were so fun too!!! I can't wait to see a twitchcon bannerfall vlog lmao

When it comes to ending a series, i uh, typically would go for a bittersweet one. But i don't exactly know what kind of ending would suit the story. Everything is fine after all? Everything goes extremely wrong so fast? EVERYONE DIES??? Personally a fan of the last one. It would be so cool if all members of each kindom dies except for a few that eventually goes missing, and the only way to remember them or know of their existence is either through the ruins- or the books they wrote to each other, of them, or of something else. I have the visual idea of an infested, runned down used to be kingdoms, with ghosts of memories haunting it filled with the people that used to laugh, cry, and smile there. Which, is the remnants of Bannerfall.

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bfsmp spoilers.....................

see, i joined the stream 20 minutes late-- and PANICKED. scott, shan, gracie and nom looked like as if they were surrounding 4c, backing him into a corner(flashback to hell, when they WERE) and i misread the stream title as "My Spiral." and there right there, was when i genuinely screamed. I THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING EXECUTED. though, he did in the end, technically

(i need the slime to completely doubt reality itself, as well as everyone he knew and loved if they're real or another one of rogue god's toy to yet again torment him. thoughts?)

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hey, to that one dev team i ghosted, and that artist i ghosted, and that person i ghosted, and that content creator i ghosted, i'm so sorry.... i was scared opening my dms in case someone would yell at me...

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I do think 4c checks tumblr, unfortunately.... Probably just don't maintag stuff you don't want him to see or something? (Cause he was talking about specifically checking bannerfall theories on tumblr and erm.... yeeaaah)

Sad part no idea what this secret acc is so you can't block it, that's pretty upsetting. Just not tagging his full name works most times (that's what I do ig) :(

that's genuinely devastating, i appreciate the advice though, thank you. I'm. so sad

the reason why i prefer tumblr by a large margin is because its known to be a safe place for fans, and yeah some ccs do go here but at least they make it known. this is just sad D:

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bello4!!

Hai hello haiii! Bannerfall day!!!! What do you think of the fun blue slime on the bannerfall server? Or the general vibes? :D

..Personally bounty duo (nom 4c) will be ripped only from my cold dead hands, they are so joyus

for te first day i thought it was really silly and generally feels experimental, not much of lore in the interactions. though I'm only a 4c main so i wouldn't know... but oh boy am i glad he's on a subathon, things went from 0 to whatever it is now REALLY quickly. It sets an expectation for the near future and i personally think I'd be really wonderful :D

mostly people are just experimenting on their fun abilities and... farkle, which i wouldn't blame them for since this might be the first POWcreations with many individual modded quirks for the ccs.

Now... for 4c....genuinely perfect class for him. In Ls and Line smp, he was a menace at times, in Line smp ALWAYS, but this. this is another level of chaotic that i don't think the server can handle... genuinely wwyd if you got the opportunity to piss people off as much as you can while MOST OF THE TIME being harmless

ALSO YEAH!!! BOUNTY DUO IS PEAK AND I POVE THEM. The way nom just laughs or playfully retaliate everytime 4c tries to pickpocket is so fun.. Owen and 4c interactions too!! i love it. New people invited to the Powc server is also always a joy to see :3

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bello3!

Ooh! Vampire history sounds really fun actually! Do tell maybe? :3

Vampires, actually originated as an "evil spirit" possesing a corpse or somewhat of an equivalent of witch back when the salem witch trials were still happening, as time past it's became more and more of it's own thing especially in western media. It's genuinely so intresting to see the methods of vampire in burials, since most believe if the corpse seems strangely fine and in fact, not rotting, it's most likely a vampire.

Where stakes came into play is to put the corpse in still motion, to stop the vampire from moving by staking it on the joints. Usually they're often used to stake the heart or mouth depending on place though. There's also one where they would stack stones inside the corpse's throat so there would be no possibility of the vampire causing harm. Though, crosses on the other hand is from christian influences in where since evil spirits is what they're dealing it, they used crosses and pots to inherently purify the corpse from becoming a vampire in the first place.

The concept of vampires in mythos and folklore actually goes so far globally from Europe to Asia, literally all around the world!! The attribute in which vampires can't see their own reflections was first popularized by Dracula, maybe to signify a lack of soul, but it's generally not that popular of a characteristic back when. In Roman they put small bits of steel/iron into the corpse's mouth, eyes, and fingers at the time of burial. Another thing is in Europe the ways to kill a vampire is through drowning, or shooting, hence the silver bullets. :3

Vampire bats were actually only integrated into vampire beliefs after the common vampire bat, got discovered in Africa. (Pictures of them gives me cuteness aggression…)

Also to take in consideration is that people didn't know how diseases and medical works so of course, they'd associate vampires with a large majority of deaths from 'unidentified' diseases.

YEAH! this is not at all proofread so please, if your at all curious, read the wiki on vampires. I most likely made a mistake and misinformed at some point. An advice to fellow vsmp illustrators or artists in general…