#deviant.txt

[bpddeviant]

I want to go back to therapy.

I want to learn skills to manage my mood swings.

I want to take meds for my depression.

I want to get better.

[bpddeviant]

Back at work! Time to play it cool like I haven't been crying all night! *finger guns*

[bpddeviant]

gotta love working a 12 hour shift at a stressful job to only come home to a turbulent family where everything is your fault!

[bpddeviant]

I miss my boyfriend. He's all the way North, and I'm all the way South, on opposite sides of the US. We normally see each other at least once a month for two weeks or so at a time, but that's changed because of quarantine. I haven't seen him since February. Our one year anniversary is this month, and we won't get to celebrate it together.

[bpddeviant]

I miss therapy. I wanna go back.