I Am Alive

[ctrlmai-deactivated20230413]

One thing about depression is the discomfort you feel all the time. Not sure if its physical, emotional or both. But you just feel like somethings wrong all the damn time and its scary how you end up getting used to it.

[bpddeviant]

I miss my boyfriend. He's all the way North, and I'm all the way South, on opposite sides of the US. We normally see each other at least once a month for two weeks or so at a time, but that's changed because of quarantine. I haven't seen him since February. Our one year anniversary is this month, and we won't get to celebrate it together.

[lithonate-deactivated20201001]

hey guys I made a quiz to see which of the 4 BPD subtypes you are!! 

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[bpddeviant]

That moment when you reach out to friends to say how you appreciate them, because your family has reminded you that you are a piece of shit, so you want your friends to know you love them for putting up with you...

... And its three hours later and they haven't responded, so maybe they don't love you either. :)

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

[ventlicious]

I hate being hyper-vigilant and anxious. I hate thinking that everyone hates me all the time. I hate that I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I hate that I'm constantly tired. I hate that I flitch when you're angry. I hate how stupid I am. I hate myself.

[scntrx-deactivated20191108]

[bpddeviant]

moments like this make me wish I was still going to therapy

but it's just another thing I'll cry about alone

[lesbiantahani]

Jenny Slate, Stage Fright (2019)

[ryebreadgf]

Ugly, Bitter, and True by Suzanne Rivecca

[homemade-ghosts]

John Mulaney on The Late Show with Stephen Colbert (2020)

I dont want to do anything bc I am embarrassed. Im embarrassed of everything. The way I look. The way I talk. The things I say. What my eyes are doing. The clothes im wearing. Even my thoughts are embarrassing. It doesnt matter whether or not people can tell what im thinking, they do and im embarrassed of it.

[cosmicvngel]

I’m really bad at conversations sorry if I’ve ever talked to you

[borderlimes]

ok but do you understand how exhausting it is for me to never get a break from me

[scytho]

[doreishounen]

who was i before sadness and stress

[sheisrecovering]

NOT EVERY DAY HAS TO BE PRODUCTIVE.

[arsuf]

Connor + Idle Animations