May 29, 2025
A nice little squeeze during a hike. Do you think you could keep your hands off of little ol’ me while we wander the forest? If you’re quiet I’ll let you bury your face right underneath 🤫
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A nice little squeeze during a hike. Do you think you could keep your hands off of little ol’ me while we wander the forest? If you’re quiet I’ll let you bury your face right underneath 🤫
Accountability
I just want to put it out there if you have any issues with me, if I have wronged you in any way…My DM’s are always open, and so is my ask box if you want to remain anonymous.
I believe in accountability, I believe in making you feel listened to, working things out, and growing from my mistakes.
There’s no particular reason I’m doing this. I’ve just been reflecting, realizing I dropped the ball on this blog, and this community. And seeing posts from people I follow talk about how they feel hurt in certain situations they’re in and how they’re trying to get over trauma, and just feeling like how I want to help somehow but idk how. So it made me look inward. I figured I’d start there, see if I have caused any sort of pain, intentionally or unintentionally and seeing if I can help people heal. Make them feel understood.
I’m very sorry I haven’t been active on here. I’ve been going through it, one thing after another.
I lost my job and my health insurance with it (laid off)
Couldn’t afford my medication
Been looking for jobs and fighting the unemployment office for MONTHS because my case has been in limbo for no reason. I’ve applied to about 200 jobs, no exaggeration.
A very close friend of mine, a friend I saw weekly, unexpectedly died in his sleep.
I’m panicking about rent and bills and trying to find ways to make money
Got hired for a temp job then they immediately cancelled because my background check was taking too long (my background is clean btw)
And to top it all off I let a friend borrow my car and they got into an accident and now I can’t drive on the highway until it’s fixed
I really don’t know what to do anymore. Life seriously just keeps kicking me down.
Btw another reason I haven’t uploaded content is I want to redo my avatar before I do (I don’t want to support AI art) I’ve been trying to make one myself for a while.
The fat King has returned to his kingdom 🧜♂️