Ladylike See A Medium
“Should we have a safe word in case you- it gets too much?” Devin asked.
I laughed. “Yeah perhaps starlight?”
“Okay. So, whenever you’re ready, can you tell us who you want to talk to- or- or connect to?” Devin behind the camera asked.
“Oh um, so my best friend recently passed from an illness that she fought with for several painful months and she-.” I started to choke up but I wasn’t going to cry on camera. “She lost and I saw her die in front of me.”
(video cuts to Tyler)
“So, I’m getting a lot female energy from this person!” He laughed. “But it’s not family member but quite close.”
I took a sharp intake.
“Has a friend or someone passed recently? Perhaps in the last couple months?” Tyler asked, looking at me. I nodded slowly. “It was too soon, they were fairly young”
“My best friend.” I muttered.
“Yes. She had stomach cancer? Or something along those lines?” Tyler asked. I shot up.
“How did- how did you know that?” I asked accusingly.
“We’ll bleep that out.” Devin said.
“Is that right?” Tyler questioned and I nodded slowly, tears streaming out my eyes. “I’m getting imagery of, maybe, a hospital. It’s telling me that you will be okay, that you need to trust your gut instinct because, whatever you are reaching for, will be okay.”
(Video cuts back to interview)
“I was put into hospital after a suicide attempt after she passed. I was very close to death but now, although I’m still recovering, I am trying to stay healthier.”
(Video is back to Tyler)
I was crying now.
“I know its a lot but do you have any questions?” Tyler asked resting a hand on my knee whilst my hands covered my ugly sobs.
“Is-,” I was trying to control my sobs. “Is she happy?”
“Yes, she is. She misses you.” Tyler smiled kindly. Devin made her way from the camera to come comfort me.
(Video cuts back to interview)
“Starlight?” Devin asked.
I choked on a sob and nodded. She hugged me as I sobbed.
“I just miss her so much.” I cried. “She was my best friend.”