#devoted reflection

[penwrythe]

Anyway, I'm gonna be very very very gay for myself for the next 72 hours.

[bladebreecada]

// discussing something a little explicit here

Autosexual and daydream pretend sex is hot lol

So, pretend sex with an imaginary lover, using a pillow to simulate one's invisible partner/self, and imagining their thrusts and moans are so so so very good.

I'm... not sure if irl sex with someone will ever appeal to me. I'm not sure of my safety in a sexual relationship, but this (yes, masturbation with extra steps) feels right for me. When I imagine an imaginary partner, like my para Pyrrhus, with me, I feel comfortable with them. Like, for a brief moment, my carnal desires feel satisfied. Deeply satisfied.

I know they will never be real, but that's okay. I feel my love is for me. Through them, I feel loved, supported, and cared for.

[bladebreecada]

Self-indulgent reflections on myself and my daydream para, Phyrrus/Pyrrhus.

~I forgot that I kept using Phyrrus instead of Pyrrhus in a few posts in my blog, lol! Anyway, either spelling is fine with me.

Text reads as follows:

Oh, to you my beloved You are me loving you loving me loving you Through you, I love myself fully Your heart, though imaginary, sings for me You are a reflection of my love of me, of you, and of me loving you loving me loving you May you sing forever for me My most beloved reflection My dearest Pyrrhus

Pyrrhus goes by he/him/they/them. They are 28 years old, trans, and an anthro Riftia Pachyptila!

[bladebreecada]

I Love Me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me not doing strikethrough lol

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

I love me

[bladebreecada]

Oops

I kissed a mirror and left a grease mark on it with my forehead.

Annnd I just cleaned it, too!

Will clean it again, but idk might use paper towels on my forehead next time.

[bladebreecada]

Fuck, I wished I have this mirror. It's probably up in the $500s~ or so. Absolutely beautiful.

[bladebreecada]

Oh, Dearest Reflected...

Oh what beauty, captured for only a moment upon your surface.

Do you see me, too?

~~~~~~~

The uncensored version can be seen on Cohost, Furaffinity, Pillowfort, and Newgrounds!

[bladebreecada]

Working on a personal autosexual/objectum thingy with mirrors and whatnot.