I feel down and worried today.
I got a call from my sister this late afternoon, she was asking for help. Her Mother-in-law got heart attack and stroke occurred at the same time then she fell on the ground. So my sister rushed her Mother-in-law to the hospital and asked me if I could lend her money to pay for the hospital bills.
After talking to her over the phone I suddenly call my Mom too. I told her the whole story and her reaction was surprisingly disappointing. She was almost shouting telling that I should let them solve their problem that I have nothing to do with them, it’s their problem not ours nor mine.
And I was like, wow! Anyare? I wanna badly ask her anong meron bakit ganun reaction mo po? Bakit parang wag na lang tulungan? Eh kapatid ko sya and she’s asking for help though she told me already na hindi naman oblige, kung ano lang kayang maitulong. Seriously, gusto ko mag-comment sa reaction ng Mama ko pero pinili ko na lang manahimik baka kami pag magkasamaan and sinabihan ko un sister ko about sa usapan namin ng Mama ko and she was crying and eto ako I am tried to comfort her.
I can’t blame my sister na parang may puot sa kanya, in these hard times, dapat tulungan kahit emotionally lang kasi we are family. Idk what to react because tbh I really love my Mom at hindi sya ganun and I am freaking worried because nasa coma na un status ng Mother-in-law ng kapatid ko, can’t stop thinking about them sa family side nya lalo na sila ang maaasahan sa side nung asawa nya dahil sobrang bata pa ng mga kapatid ng asawa nya.
Sorry I have to post this in a social online platform, I wanna cry irl kaso hindi ako makaiyak kaya nagvvent out na lang ako and I am praying na lang na maging okay lahat, pero gusto ko damayan un kapatid ko at un asawa nya. I know this is really pretty hard for them. Deym! Gusto ko talaga umiyak :’(