#diamondpost

[diamondsinmyhair]

Ryan Coogler's Sinners understands better the concept of community and found family than the Lilo & Stitch remake.

I'm dead serious about it.

[diamondhila]

So the other day I took these photos and idk why but I didn't post them in the end. Today I got the results and I passed the exam!! So this is in celebration I guess 😊😊✨

[diamondhila]

"Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live" - Rachel Ann Nunes

[diamondhila]

TAW - Node.js

Tomorrow I have another final...

Wish me luck, I will need it

This examen I've been sort of procrastinating on, although that's is not the correct way to put it... It's more like I've prioritised other finals that I had less time to study for over this...

Well... In the end I started studying last week, and by last week I mean sunday. It was a very busy week because I wanted to also get in touch with my friends after weeks of hardly getting out of my house.

I actually thank my adhd a lot for this, I know how I work and what I can do. And yep, I knew I could pull it off and I really really think I can. I wish I had some extra hours tho, but I desperately need to sleep and rest.

Well. You can see that these schemas and "mind maps" are... Chaotic to say the least. But to me they are the best way to put into paper my thoughts.

In my tablet I have notes about how node and js work, but they only helped me learn the theory. The mind map was what truly made me understand it to a deep level. Now it comes naturally (ha, Selena reference)

So... Yeah, f that teacher who forced us to do the map her own way. And props to me for being able to do this kind of thing, I'm so awesome.

I need to desperately remind myself of the sometimes good and advantageous things that also come with adhd. It's not all doom and gloom, even if that's all I see or feel sometimes.

[diamondsinmyhair]

@just-like-playing-tag​ Girl I totally feel you about that: I loved the fact that Isabella get to survive and live her wish to loved the children normally... but then fucking anime went and make the kids get adopted by different families and give Isabella a new bio child: it’s like the writers are saying “nop, actually adoptive and found family is just a second-hand option, only matters if you guys share DNA.” It’s gets worse when you think of the fact that all of this happens when Isabella and Ray are separated for years bc he’s literally in another world where he could be killed and eaten. I feel it like she was replacing a son with another.

And considering how  Ray’s conception had many and clear overtones of sexual violence, I doubt that a new pregnancy and birth, plus a physical and sexual relationship would make many, if any, favors to Isabella’s mental state and health. 

The more I think about it the more angrier I get and istg I feel my blood pressure it’s going to the roof and I’m gonna give myself a stroke  any moment now but I gotta vent somewhere.

Our girl should really have just stayed playing guitar to her two dozen children while waiting for her son to come back from his quest to repair their relationship and have a healthy bond.

[diamondsinmyhair]

Since according to the author we are in the final act of the story, I’m returning with the tradition of the aestethics for @heathenvampires Changed fic!

[diamondsinmyhair]

alright, I could be just my impression... but the kids  are REALLY stupid now, they are NOTHING like the kids we saw and meet in S1.

I mean... we’re talking about 15 children who maneged to escape from a farm with security-level of  Alcatraz, learning all the possible tools and taking all the precautions to go to an outside world they knew nothing about and now... they are a bunch of children running around, having no clue where on earth are standing, not to mention how to make a safe place in the world for themselfs and all their fellow humans...

quoting Lindsay Ellis “the writers need them (the characters) to take a bunch of ‘stupid pills’ for the plot to happen”

[diamondsinmyhair]

honestly? I’m glad I’m not an only anime watcher bc otherwise I would not have a chance in hell of understand wtf is going on with how fast things are happening/going on