#diaryofsamuel

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Hekate is helping me with a spell, & She is so proud/shocked I’m doing a spell like this since it is such a popularized spell in witchcraft circles. I feel like when I was a literal child feeling like I had magick, & so to think about it, I went to the biggest tree in my backyard when I was little & just stared at it for a few.

My offering: more intensive inner child workings. So mote it be. 🖤

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I love being a small Witchblr/Paganblr account. I can be controversial & nobody cares enough. This is fucking great.

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Hello, my very few Tumblr followers. Nobody cares much at all, but little life update: I’m now engaged to the man I know from my own gut(& tarot cards) is my soulmate. The sweet blue eyed redneck country boy made the child of divorce be excited for marriage, but I wanna be engaged for a few years before we go to a courthouse to sign papers then the week after, have a little Pagan hand fast in the woods since we BOTH are very Pagan. I love him so much. The other update: I’ve been doing so much shadow work with Mother Hekate & as much as I kinda love shadow work, it’s still work & it is a fucking bitch, my dude. & this Scorpio full moon coming up is making me do so much with emotional work & knowing what lurks in the darkness of me. I’m POOPED.

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btw gods, goddesses, nature spirits, etc do NOT like homophobia, transphobia, racism or sexism, etc. all the terrible human aspects that says “HEY IM A VILE SOUL” so ur most likely communing with a human soul or lower level entity that is all about awful human things & knows you are too & will make you worse hahaha just saying

(ps fuck you never call yourself a pagan, witch, etc again if you’re an awful person subjectively & objectively) hahaha :)))))

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Thinking more on it, no wonder Lady Lilith is interested in allowing me, a man, to work under Her. I have been researching, practicing, & honing my energy vampirism power & sex magick since I was in high school. & I had fixations on the show Lost Girl(succubus named Bo, & adventures surrounding finding out her real identity).

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Mama Hekate’s homework today(& last few days), in between my mundane workings in my hearth & home, was me doing ancestral work more. She thinks it would be good for me to do ancestor work. Spoke with my Uncle Don who was more than forthcoming about advice with women in general. “I’m so down with you being gay & all, bud, but the women in this family, if they sense weakness or disrespect, they will eat you alive…” then, proceeded to give me two queens of differing courts + 3 of swords.. infidelity.. oof.

My joke, not his, but that is an older Pisces man for you. He can’t keep his sensuality for just one woman.

(As I typed the last sentence, he clairsentiently flicked my ear) 😂 Sorry, Uncle!

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i’m not sure what planet is getting funky but for the last few days, all i’ve been feeling is lady aphrodite. i’m not worried. wanna read cards, but too tired to.

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Today, June 26th 2024, & last night during Witching Hour, Lord Cernunnos has been over me not being privy to his signs of wanting to enter into my Craft. I already have Lady Hekate, Lord Apollo. He wants to join, & my connection with Him feels eerily strong, like the feeling when I look at an oldest tree in my backyard(DUH, WITCH!). He has always been watching me; tells me since before Covid hit.

I remember a year or 2 before Covid, I was simply being a Witch, very new to reading Tarot cards, at a place on my property that has the ashes of family members who have passed, & I can’t remember what card jumped out of my deck while shuffling, but I think it had to do with the start of something beneficial to me. & I look up from that card, & see what I assumed being a forest spirit; this preconceived “forest spirit” looked like an 8ft tall man in a cloak with a deer skull for a head. I wasn’t scared; comforted by this visitation, I said hello & asked His name & he clairaudiently said “Green Man”.

Flash forward by 3 years, I’m in a trailer with my bestfriend. We are drinking, watching tv, & we go outside to smoke a cigarette at 2am, we both feel in the darkness of the forest, something watching us. I look with my 3rd eye closer, & see Him in the aforementioned form. She is freaking out & I just tell her, “That is just a forest spirit curious about what we are up to”. I couldn’t freak her out more saying “That’s no forest spirit, that’s a God”.

I’m ready.