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Nothing like having people look at you funny when you reference something that happened yesterday like it happened three years ago

#the dissociative amnesia is real #I hope my coworkers don’t start getting fed up with me for ~forgetting~ shit #Kinich was front when it happened and it’s usually me at work #apparently he kind of got jokingly snippy with a coworker after she called us old and we don’t usually… banter like that #so #ahaha #anyway.#Kaveh speaks #dissociative system #actually dissociative #did blog #did alter #actually did #dissociative amnesia #dissociation #dissociative identity disorder #did problems #did #did system problems #did osdd #did system #did community

I forgot how old we are. Someone asked and I said 18 then panicked cause we are 19. I messed up. Had to correct myself but sounded dumb.

#j 🍅🦑#did system problems #did system stuff #did system #endos do not interact

Our therapist wants us to try these mindfulness exercises but every time all of us but one attempts to do it we fuzz out and get blurry. It was a mild annoyance at first but now I can’t enjoy my brownies without remembering I’m supposed to be mindful and turning into soup

#any other systems have this issue or #did #did system #dissociative system #I know for a fact those brownies were really good too :(#plurality #did problems #did system problems #Sariel speaks #Sariel

At this point, I would’ve preferred to have continued not knowing I was a system and not remembering my childhood. I would’ve been so much better off. Like, every time I remember more or piece together more, it gets so, so, so much worse. It is like an exponential graph of how horrible it all was. If it was possible, I would beg someone to remove these memories. I would rather just forget literally every single memory that is in my brain, and start off as a completely blank slate than have to continue remembering anything that happened in my childhood. I don’t want to deal with this shit. I don’t want to remember any of it. I fucking hate this shit. I hate it so fucking much.

#the squid system 🦑#mark 🐸🦑#🦑 lore #ptsd vent #actually dissociative #actually traumatized #did system trauma holder #did system problems #childhood abuse vent #childhood trauma #childhood trauma cw #vent post #anti endos #fuck endos #endos aren't real #anti endogenic #endos do not interact #pro endo dni

Kuni on the verge of a mental breakdown ⚔️ Albedo trying to study for our exam tomorrow

#Sariel speaks #did alter #actually did #dissociative identity disorder #did system problems #did blog #did community #fictives #did fictive #help /Lh

Not to be all “waah waah I hate flesh prison” but godDAMN feeding the body is so annoying

#Azazel speaks #if I’m gonna take the time to consume something it should at least do something fun to me #ffs #what a waste of time #did system problems #did #did blog #did osdd #did system #did community #dissociative system #dissociative identity disorder #idk #eating mention

sick of pretending walking isn’t painful. cant keep up the act anymore. it is destroying the body. gonna make sure the rest stop. its gone on too long

#moon 🌕🦑#chronic pain #did system #did system problems

being able to front for the first time in a long time is weird because these memories are old and no one else had them. i had them. now i feel bad :/

#lemon 🍋 🦑#the squid system 🦑#did system problems #did system #system protector #traumagenic system #system things

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