(WARNING: VENT) Current Mood
...I would very, very much like to be digested right now and turned into someone's body fat.
Yes, I know, what a SHOCKING mood to be in. But right now, it's about all that feels like it would make me feel better.
Body fat doesn't have problems, after all, unless you count the risk of being worked off.
This is not an invitation for anybody to RP the idea, or make something for me, or whatever, just...the past few days have been both physically and emotionally exhausting, and much of today has felt like a complete and total waste of my time. I have drive to work on something I literally cannot work on (please don't ask; long story I don't wish to get into), and all other attempts to try and create have been largely unsuccessful. I do NOT have high hopes for tomorrow due to knowledge of what it's going to involve. On top of it all, several other friends of mine have been having it tough lately, too, which is only contributing to my deep aggravation and sense of despondency.
Being someone's food and never, ever having to leave their fat layers right now sounds like about the most appealing thing in the freaking universe at this point. Got lots of different candidates on the mind, just...(flops over onto the nearest belly and groans)
Some of my friends have fantasies of "belly therapy."
I have fantasies of "digest me and make me part of you" therapy. The difference is in those fantasies, I don't necessarily LEAVE.
This is all.
