#dimi screams

[littlegaybat]

My insides feel all deep indigo

[littlegaybat]

I just remembered how alone I've always been and I'm just kinda falling into a deep pit of depression and I just kinda feel so empty

[littlegaybat]

Fuck it I'm going back to bed I can't handle even being awake right now all I wanna do is die so I'm just sleep

[littlegaybat]

Tfw u made plans to hang out but the day comes and all u want to do is die

[littlegaybat]

I said I'd go out today for a friend's birthday but I just wanna stay home and sleep I don't wanna do anything

[littlegaybat]

It's been three months since my last trip to the hospital and lowkey I think I might need to go back soon :))))))))))) this is fine :))))))))))))))))))

[littlegaybat]

Everything in this house reminds me of him and it’s killing me I need to leave I need to get out

[littlegaybat]

Name change

Trying a new name for the first time in four years so we’ll see how I like it I now go by Driel (pronounced Dree-elle) Slip ups are okay, but please try to remember this! Thanks!