#dimitrialwaysandforever

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1 month down of this Paleo lifestyle and I’m loving it!!! 9kgs lost, only 15kgs to go 💪💪

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Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart ?

Those moments when you know you just wont be able to sleep.

The pain in your heart is too great.

The weight of all the stress that you are going through is too heavy.

Your mind wont stop with the thoughts.

The thoughts.

The constant thoughts.

Over thinking.

The what ifs.

Blaming yourself.

Self doubt.

The i'm not good enough

How do you sleep when all of that is going on?

The answer is you don't.

You lie awake.

For hours.

Thinking.

Wondering.

Trying to think of a solution.

But most of the time, nothing comes to mind.

No solution.

No happy ending.

You just somehow drift to sleep hours later.

Lost in the deepest and darkest parts of your mind.

Then you wake up the next morning like nothing happened.

You fake a smile.

Act like everything is fine.

But it's not.

You're broken.