#discoveringmyselfagain

[thecagedbird]

Sending all the positive vibes as you transition to being back in your apartment. 💜

thank youu! <3

[letsdiscoverkitty]

I so sincerely want to apologize for some of the anons you’ve received recently. First and foremost living home at 23 is SUPER normal and nothing to be ashamed of. Second don’t ever be ashamed of yourself and where life is at in this moment. Yes, could things be better...of course. But they could also be a lot worse. You’ve made progress even if it’s hard for others to see. Never stop fighting for yourself because you are so very worth it. Recovery has no time frame and sometimes we just need..

Thank you hun, your message means a lot xxxOn the subject of being 23 and living at home - these days in the UK at least, it is very common for people to still be living at home into their late twenties and beyond because the housing market is so incredibly hard to get onto. Deposit rates are sky-high and the idea of owning a place of their own, for many people, has sadly become a thing only of dreams. I personally do not WANT to be living at home. I do not WANT to be trapped like I am. I do not WANT this to be my existence. But it is not just a case of needing to “WANT it more” because if it was none of us would be bloody stuck in these horrible torturous mental illnesses.

[letsdiscoverkitty]

I just wanted to say that I applaud the effort you are putting into your recovery. I feel like you’re getting a lot of people telling you that this is your fault and that if you only just worked “hard enough” or wanted recovery “more” than things would be better but those of us who have experienced first hand what eating disorders can do it’s more than just willpower that’s needed to find a good place. I hope you never stop believing in yourself and your ability to win the fight. 💜💜💜

Thank you ever so much for this message and for understanding. I hope that things are going well for you, take care xx

[pin-your-wings]

marble, eyes, old books, white bed sheets, tattoos, oil paints, sunrise, black nail polish, daisies, flower crown

Marbles: What’s the most important thing in your life right now?Trying to recover my injury! I want pain free walking/running/yogaing back so badly. Maybe it’s selfish, but it’s the honest answer.

Eyes: Pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?My friends Amy, Kristin, Mary, Nico, and audra- we’d travel Europe together and drink coffee in foreign places and go on beautiful hikes/runs and adventures and ahhhh!

Old books: What’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?I’m pretty open and honest with them so nothing I can think of

White bed sheets: What is your night time routine?Shower, wash my face, maybe have a snack, brush teeth, stare at my phone until I decide to go to sleep lmao I’m terrible

Tattoos: How do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.I think they’re a great way for people to express themselves and their stories. I’m personally not a fan of piercings, but I’d love some tattoos.

Oil paints: What would you title the autobiography of your life so far?Well, FUCK

Sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.“Time comes to us softly, slowly. It sits beside us for awhile. Then, far before we are ready, it moves on.”Pretty self explanatory, but I’ve always been obsessed with the idea of time, and this is just a reminder of how strong of a hold it can have and a reminder to appreciate the moment/not take things for granted.

Black nail polish: Do you have a bucket list? If so, what are the top three things.Sort of a mental one? Run a marathon, travel the world, move to the PNW and get my own dog to raise there.

Daisies: What is the greatest accomplishment of your life?Probably just graduating college in 4 years despite everything that happened throughout that time period.

Flower Crown: When did you last sing to yourself?This morning listening to Trevor Hall on my way to work!

Thank you, Morgan ☺️

[letsdiscoverkitty]

I just wanted to say your personal statement was so eloquent and you can tell how much Jc thought you out behind it. One of the best personal statements I've read. 😊

oh wow thank you so much, that is very kind of you to say and means a lot to me :)

[elisliftingthings]

@runninginthemountains tagged me in a SDS! I’m in PJ’s at 3PM because life is good to me. I cut my hair on monday (like I grabbed scissors and cut it myself) and I must admit I’m proud, it’s looking good. I had cut it myself before, but it was like down to my elbows the last time I was brave enough. 

Anyways, I tag @discoveringmyselfagain (prettiest lady in this site), @mari-musing (the poor thing doesn’t post enough selfies as it is! sending you love!!), @fatmaninalittlesuit (because I just admire him so much) aaaaand @fitmeryem (have been following for very short and look forward to seeing her on my dash!!)

[bright-sunny-sky]

Forgot to add my third favorite. 😊 It is persevere.

:)

[bright-sunny-sky]

I love that you are patterning with such an inspirational company!! My favorite bracelets are namaste and warrior. 😊

+2

Yes, their company is incredible! :)