*TW: weight, numbers, rambling*
So my doctor switched me to another antidepressant (this time Effexor XR) and besides the insomnia I quite like it so far. No weird side effects, no brain zaps, no trying to dig my way out of a fluffy pillow-fort maze in my brain. But there is one side effect that I'm (maybe unhealthily) excited about:
The numbers on the scale are going down. Without any real effort. I didn't feel any desire to eat these last few days and still no weird side effects from that. Yet. I know it's coming and I'm trying to be safe about it.
But yeah. Three days ago I was sitting at about 112, this morning I checked and I'm down to 105 again. How??? Probably mostly water weight but still feels kinda nice.
Gonna make a good dinner tonight after work though so I don't faint like the last time I went without. Scared my bf to tears last time and I still feel bad about it.
Haha why can't I be normal? :')