#dispatchfromsomewhere

[wanderingwordss]

This is not goodbye,

This is just until we meet again.

- Ed Sheeran, Visiting Hours

[wanderingwordss]

I feel like fool,

being with you,

not being able to let you go.

[wanderingwordss]

Give your mind some rest, you need it.

[wanderingwordss]

I feel so flawed,

so incompetent

so unworthy.

[wanderingwordss]

You make me fall in love with my own name everytime I listen to you say it.

[wanderingwordss]

When will the suicidal thoughts and urges ever stop...

[wanderingwordss]

I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin I wanna rip it off of myself and be stripped into mere existence.

[wanderingwordss]

Trusting you is my decision, proving me wrong is your choice.