#dissociativesystem

[themoonsystemfamily]

Any DID/OSSD systems wanna chat on discord? We are a system of 10. We like writing, making music, reading, painting, comics/manga/anime/cartoons , outer space research, age regress, and just wanna make some friends to chat with on discord !

[themoonsystemfamily]

Hello we are the moon system! A traumagentic system of 10 or so alters of varying ages,genders, and experiences that all live in the same body. We are artists, musicians, creators of comics, we love memes,fashion, cartoons and anime, nature and witchcraft, weed and psychedelics, and are just trying to figure out life on this weird hell rock together. Body age is 23 and we are queer and nonbinary. We are looking for friends in the dissociative community to talk about our experiences. Also always looking for anyone to talk to about art/music/comic projects, witchcraft, psychedelic and marijuana experiences, and cartoon stuff! Feel free to shoot us a message ! Also looking for discord’s to join or friends to add on discord!

[myceliumnetwork]

System Accountability

I am told

to take responsibility

for the storm.

As if I am the sky.

As if every lightning strike

asked my permission

before it split the night open.

They say

system accountability

like it’s a simple sentence.

Like it’s a switch I forgot to flip.

Like I am a single voice

in a quiet room

instead of a house

where doors slam

and footsteps echo

down hallways

I cannot always reach.

For two weeks

my body belonged

to someone else.

Or maybe

to several someone elses.

I watched from the back row

of my own life

like a ghost

trapped in the theater

while another actor

forgot the script.

And now the lights are on.

And everyone is asking

why the play went wrong.

Tell me

How do I apologize

for a scene

I didn’t write?

How do I explain

that I was there

but not steering

the wheel?

“System accountability,”

they repeat.

So I gather the fragments

left on the floor.

I say:

This happened.

Even if I wasn’t the one

holding the knife

or the microphone

or the goodbye.

I say:

We are trying.

Trying to build bridges

between rooms

that lock themselves

from the inside.

Trying to speak

through a mouth

that doesn’t always feel like it belongs

to the same person.

Trying to keep

a body upright

when the soul inside it

is plural.

This is my accountability:

Not control.

Not perfection.

Just the courage

to stand in the aftermath

of a storm

and say

Yes.

This is our sky.

And we are still learning

how to live beneath it.

[voyage-to-divinity]

"Diary of a Dissociative System: Part 1"

July 31, 2022, 8:00 pm

Jordan with Ava co-con

Hello. My name is Jordan. As such, that is the title most folks have properly known me by. Those whom are extremely within reach of me, well, they know me--us--by many titles... Ava is one of them. One of us.

This probably seems quite perplexing and a wee bit bonkers to many of you. But that's okay. I would like to explain.

We have a psychological disorder known as dissociative identity disorder, which affects our entire life experience. We are, collectively, a system, a community, a family, all in one body and one brain. We have accumulated a collective of 20+ members, meaning there are more than twenty different people functioning in our one brain.

Many of us possess the ability to control or take use of the body we all share. Everyone in our particular system can, but not everyone in our system will.

When a system member, also known as a part or alter, takes use or control of the body fully, this is known as "fronting". To take the front from someone already fronting is to take over full control, or some control, of the body.

There are a plethora--a myriad, even--of proper and slang terms and definitions for dissociative identity disorder (DID, for short). Too many to type in one post, probably, but we will attempt such to the best of our capabilities in the near future, for further, more detailed explanations.

However, in the meantime, we will define a few more terms, such as "co-con". Co-con refers to co-conscious, when an alter is near the front but not quite there enough to take full use of the body. Therefore, this would mean that two alters are technically at or near the front simultaneously. They are, quite literally, semi-aware or "co-conscious"--"co-con", for short.

Co-fronting is when an alter is fronting with just as much awareness and control as the other alter they are fronting with. However, more than two alters are able to co-front or go co-conscious at once. It doesn't always have to be two alters.

Jordan with Ava co-fronting

Co-fronting or co-conscious behaviors and mannerisms can become blended and mixed between the alters present. For example, I, Ava, am the more proper-English, expressive type. I, Jordan, am proper but more laid-back in my writing style. Colorful but pastel, neutral--Jordan. Colorful and bold--Ava. Do you see what we mean?

We are going to close out on this entry here. Thank you to all those who tuned in! We will include trigger warnings / content warnings in every post where it is necessary. We will also be making a post about the broad topic of triggers.

Have a blessed day/night!