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softness is a privilege that some take for granted.
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If you think you can not be loved, it's because you don't understand what it is.
I love you
I say this, every time
I catch myself saying it to the wind, on every rhyme
Where I to have a moment to think, I would type out
“I love you”
Like a tic, it was
I would grab a pencil and do so, for no reason
I would find my eyes to brim with hatred, and say it the same
And my nature had me asking, not too long after,
Who or what did I say it to
It’s a disaster, my silly gray matter,
I could not tame it to save my life,
Apparently,
My tongue would flick such words so naturally,
And I would lie that way to mother nature
Who am I loving, so much, so often?
What is it that captures my body, and makes me plead for it?
I don’t know
I never will
But I still do, and that way it would stay
And that, I knew
I love you, I said again
To this poem, instead
And I will still wonder why
For the rest of the day.
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Lately, I've heard love compared to drugs.
A chemical explosion in your cortex,
Just lights that flicker out.
And they always flicker out,
That is repeatedly stated.
I've learned that love cannot save me.
It cannot reverse the clock and rip my innocence back,
It cannot resurrect the dead
And as someone who has dabbled in both,
I'd have to argue that
While I've clawed at my skin
Desperate for the bitter taste,
I'm not sure it compares to that sinking loss
Of connection.
Expectations, I suppose,
That's the root of it all.
I never expected, shivering and sweaty,
Those drugs would save me-
But you?
I thought you hung the moon.
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