#dissosciation

[uncomfortablyfamiliar]

a liminal space I encountered.

[vuorin]

all eyes are on you

[no-notthistime]

Everyone: how are you handling this so well?

Me: *dissosciating* idk lol :)

[asexualmew]

A post in which I explain what was going on earlier when I was all like, “What’s going on with my brain” sort of thing. :>

I’ma be perfectly honest with ya’ll as to what was going on with me earlier today.

Like, I was, seemingly, experiencing a bout of psychosis that made me very confused and scared. I mean, I thought it was real, but it wasn’t real, and- I don’t know. Hallucination+delusion maybe? 

Anyway, it was upsetting because I’ve never had it effect me specifically in that way. I’ve had it effect me in very different ways, but not like that.

And I’m still doubting what was going on, tbh. It’s so confusing to me, I don’t know.

Anyway, I was freaking out about it really hardcore, very upset, and then just like that, everything turned off and I was assosciating.

Which, like, I guess, my psychologist hates when I do that and wants me to ground myself? But tbh, I love dissosciating because it really makes everything completely okay, because noting is wrong because I don’t exist sort of thing. I know, weird, but it cuts the anxiety and everything down like, completely.

And so I dissosciated for a long time, and eventually came out of it all fine and dandy!

Which is when I answered asks!

Anyway, that’s what happened! No big deal! Everything is fine now! I think I had a full spoon day, and I think the dissosciation kind of made a bridge so it continued to be a full spoons day. The only thing I’m tired from is actively trying to make awareness for repulsion.

Oh well. Anyway. Despite low spoons, I usually push myself further than I should anyway, lol!

But it’ll be okay. :> Everything will be okay.

[asexualmew]

plz say me i'm not a synth. PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

You’re not a synth, Friend. You are real.

[elsinore-snores]

just had really bad trip to supermarket

idk might be kind of funny 

so i got yelled at by this family when i blanked out in an aisle because iw as in the way. i get that of course but still kind of rude. then i dissosciated in line and completely fucked everything up. the cashier was really nice and probably knew i was out of it so he helped me pay and got someone to carry my stuff out to the car. i was paralyzed with fear that people hated my haircut because my mom makes fun of it hourly and i have social anxiety but no one said anything and i feel embarassed to be in public because i hate having boobs and i am very worried about many other things as well

[htmlqueens]

but then the link doesnt work at all? :/// x

this is your link

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it needs to be

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-Annie

[htmlqueens]

hi please could i get some help with my blog?! ive been putting tool tips on a couple of my links which seemed to work completely fine except it shows "> after the link even though i copied the link exactly, what do i do??? thank you xxx

find 

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and delete the ">

same for the other one

-Annie