Life isnt as complicated as ppl make them out to be. Mother Nature always finds a way to sort out the mess ppl leave behind or leave unattended. It's okay to be vulnerable. I feel deeply saddened how things got this far out of alignment. I forgive you, I can own up to my faults and forgive myself it doesnt have to be such a struggle. Maybe they weren't prepared to handle their world they closely guarded so closely to unravel like it has. I only have bits and pieces to work with but I'm not stupid or as delusional as they make me out to be. Dont shoot the messenger when they're merely a catalyst for change. I hope we can truly let go of all the things that doesnt serve the greater good I want to accept and love you as you are but it's not fair to reveal bits and pieces and then blame the person when it doesnt make sense to them. We all deserve honesty.