Health log
Idk what triggered so far three days of continuous seizures, but can it just be done? My hands are getting worse; I dropped a whole bottle of pills today, they went everywhere. Dropped my phone. Almost droped a drink. But luckily today it has a lid
I'm exhausted, but what do I do? Nothing, then I feel bad because I do nothing. Going out of my room makes my already fucky seizures worse, my mobility sucks. I literally can't even string words together
No one is exactly sure what to do, and we called my Dr and his nurse(?) Who works solely with him who we are on a first name basis called back, and everyone agreed that I should have been kept. But what would they have done? I have run the course medication wise. And just because they caught one type of seizure in a controlled setting is good, but ignores all the others
Oh yeah, this was a road I knew I would hit, just how do you mentally prepare for it to come as fast as it has been. Like there is no real way.
Ok I knew this was coming... What now. Nothing, ok 🤷🏼♂️
What do you do when you hit nothing
and no one is saying anything about me not being able to help or do anything because I almost topple over standing there, so I can help but like I also can't. Do they get annoyed with the lack of help, or risk making me feel worse and having more seizures.
Not that I would but I may still have meds that knocked me out for almost a week. And lord real sleep and not dealing with this sounds a+
It won't, normally I am a champ about it, but it has me in a chokehold today
So I crave sleep, but my brain is firing off so much rn that it is impossible. That's the best part. Ok so I try to go to sleep and it is like hey, how about 50 seizures at once. Same if I blink.
