This new moon has been hitting me like a full moon. I've been really struggling with my spiritual energy not matching my physical body. In fact always struggle with this, but it's been more of a trend these days. My energy body is massive and powerful, and my human body, lumpy and average.
So tonight I thought I would try to meditate to gear down to relax and go to bed. I, instead, enter a full on trance state where I had my implant, in my hand, upgraded by an extraterrestrial that I was not to familiar with. Troubling times call for troubling measures I suppose. Usually they take me in my sleep, not come in for a full on visit while in concious meditation. Anyway I guess I have to have a manual upgrade, hopefully this helps with my energy issues.
