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“Listen, baby.

If I felt it. I sang it.

If I sang it. I’ve done it.”

— Chaun Ballard, from “The Ghost of Johnnie Taylor Encourages the Lone Fledgling of a Robin to Jump and Reminds Himself That the First Love to Break His Heart Wasn’t a Woman at All,” Second Nature (BOA Editions Ltd., 2025)

#Chaun Ballard #The Ghost of Johnnie Taylor #Second Nature #felt it #done it

how i feel trying to explain how original maria is different from remake maria

#like THATS MY GIRLFRIENDDDDDD and that’s. someone else. to me #separate entities #had to use this gif i am a sunny fan before i am anything else in the world…..#⸝⸝ overdose delusion #i need a better tagging system.#꒰ 💋 ꒱ : girl that i wanna kiss #done it

I DID IT!

50k words done! ended my last writing sprint with 50,305 words! and got this message one NaNoWriMo:

and then this one when I clicked to go to the swag page:

BUT

This is the fastest I've ever hit the 50k words, and here I was thinking I wouldn't hit it until later.

Onward, to 75k!

#nanowrimo #Nano that Wrimo #Did it #Done it #time for more #All the words #AM writing #Paranormal fantasy #book 5 #An Angel Ensnared

Talked about the situation at my residental group during group therapy yesterday. How it's supposed to be a drug and alcohol free zone, yet everyone consumes something, in the evenings after the carers go home (from alc to coke)

Group agreed that literally everyone they know who lives in such an enviornment relapses. The therapist asked me how I handled the situation back when I lived there last year. To which I replied: "Wasn't at home a lot. Most of the time I was in (XY city) getting high with friends."

The group laughed in an understanding way, because how else could it be?

My roomies are all respectful of my decision to stay clean, yet yesterday evening after coming home (and thinking to myself "Aight. Imma be the one person who remains abstinent at the Ballerbube. They're gonna be so impressed.") I ordered something to smoke 🙃

My therapist and I had hoped that if I called the rehab clinic I'll go to, they would tell me a date for when I can come in. But instead I got told that it'll be at least another 4 months 🙂 And four months living in a Ballerbude. After just having finsihed detox 🙂

Man, I don't know what to do. Part of me doesn't give a shit about anything, part of me is desperate because I don't want to get kicked out of the post-stationary program I'm in, part of me is very adult about it and says we should talk to the clinic staff about smoking and get it figured out, another part can't wait to go home this evening to the Get Stoned While Listening To Music From The 80s date I have with my roommate.