I dont normaly do these things, mainly because i never know what to say or do...
Just... i want to be that person who can be there for others who realy need it. Its difficult sometimes, sometimes the person I wanna make feel better isnt simply down the street or a 10 minuet walk away.
What can you say to someone without repeating yourself? Or when you come online to see stuff and littraly have nothing to say and anything you do say...
I know what mental health dose to people, im someone whos experianced it from both parents and have it myself. I know about the dark days, tge days you dont want to get out of bed. The days you want to kill yoirself.
Im someone ehos been their multiple times. Ive been that someone whos tock too many sleep aids in the hope of never waking up, of thinking about walking away and never coming back, ive been that person that thinks so little of themselves that recently when asked why i never told anyone and ive given my reason been told im stupid.
But...i dont want anyone to feel like that every day. I want to help but i dont know how. I want to click my fingers and make everything better but i cant.
So... i just want someone.. anyone... if their feeling that low to tell me. I cant promise i can make it better ... but i want to try. I cant promise i wont repeat myself, but ill say it as many times as i need to...
Please dont hate yourself. Dont think so low of yourself and please....if need be, talk to me and listen to what i say. To what anyone says.
Please dont be that person that one day i wake up to and is no longer here because you bottled it up.