i hate how kalvin has such a big platform . he's spreading so much false information and everyones just believing him because he's popular
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i hate how kalvin has such a big platform . he's spreading so much false information and everyones just believing him because he's popular
my friend’s little daughter is so excited to go to kindergarten and meet new friends, she’s been counting days and she keeps on telling everyone about how cool it’s gonna be
well for me it was a beginning of the silent terror which i’ve not recovered from and haven’t forgotten yet
Please i just want to sleep its to loud
Not to edgy post but
I think I have really bad communication issues
Like I tense up at the thought of texting someone and I feel so anxious about what to talk about while face to face it's not as bad as while I might sometimes say something akward I can recover so much easier as I feel like it can easily be forgotten and I can move on. And because I'm face to face with that person I can amend it straight away while when I'm texting anyone it exists forever.
Anyway this I feel like has just ruined so many of my relationships as it makes it so much easier to fall out if touch with people and stopped me from initiating talking to people outside of whatever setting I see them in and anyway I don't have much more to say I just have serious rejection issues leftover from being bullied throughout all of primary school and some of high school, being friends with some really shitty people and then when I left them behind not having great social skills and piss poor self esteem spent the rest of my teenage years mostly in solitude as even the actually good friends I have I feel too akward to message
So I'm going to challenge myself - I'm actually going to respond to the people I've been meaning to text back these past couple weeks and actually get out of this pit of isolation
"Al/lu/ra, its dangerous." Shtick that Larry-Sue kept pulling in the last seasons really rub me the wrong way. Like are we forgetting that Lura is a freaking warrior princess! Of course, she knows its dangerous, she understands what she's getting into. Lu has been surviving in this war long before Larry was even conceived, and had been fighting and training longer than he's ever had.
Not only is Lu's a warrior, she's a leader and commander, getting into dangerous situations is literally her job. That and their in the middle of war, their all in danger at this point, what difference does it make, if she's your main squeeze.
Lu's been able to handle herself fine before she was larry's trophy wife, and now that she is his "girlfriend " suddenly, he treats her like she's totally incapable of looking out for herself, or defending herself, especially when Lu is by far stronger than Larry by miles, along with her alchemic abilities.
She doesn't need him to try and baby her. Ugh!
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I can't sleep because I'm crying thinking about coming out and transitioning. and knowing I don't have the balls to just be honest with myself and the people around me about how I feel. I don't want to be mocked for feeling like a man. I feel like I'm loosing years of my life because I'm ALREADY turning 21 and I'm experiencing life through a girls lense. Daughter, pretty, people thinking my attractive to girls is whats queer about me when I feel like it's the only thing straight about me, talk from my mom about me one day having a baby and being a mom. This is too much. I'm about to start a new full time job because its time to be an adult desite my crippling anxiety and my daily life feels like an act. My heart hurts .