EVERYDAY HATING MY LIFE MORE AND MORE NGL I BOUGHT A FCKING HOTDOG AND MY FRIEND SAT HIS FAT ASS IN IT

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EVERYDAY HATING MY LIFE MORE AND MORE NGL I BOUGHT A FCKING HOTDOG AND MY FRIEND SAT HIS FAT ASS IN IT
I wish I had a close girl friend like in the movies and in destiny's child songs. Even a group of friends. A close group of friends. I just want close friends. But I just work all the time and I'm not allowed to hang out anyways and I hate everything. My best friend lives in Texas. I wish there was a girl that I could just chill with and hang out with because I feel like close girl friends are one of the best relationships to have or am I like even making sense? There was this sense of peace this morning and I wish I had a friend like that. Someone who just gets me but no...people stab you in the back and want things from you and you never can stay friends with someone.
my problem is that I refuse to tell anyone things, but when I tell one person, I completely load all of my problems on them & feel like shit to the point where I create more problems in my head
so many beautiful people out there... wish I was one of them😕
I really hope that no one gives enough of a shit about me to actually read my personal posts.. Especially people from my school.. I'm just kidding? :S
I think I might actually really like this person ^_^ enough to give this a shot
I hate those popular Tumblr users who get a metric-fuck ton of questions and they just act like a complete jackass. Like seriously? I'm appreciative of ALL my followers and EVERY question asked. Why should I be a bitch to them.
I just want to punch all of you in the face. It's like you're asking me to unfollow you.
Also, when they ask for questions, then be rude to them...just makes me more livid.
I feel like my family despises me sometimes. Tonight at dinner, my brother was mocking me and calling my a monkey. Why? I don't know. Probably to antagonize me. I have really bad self-esteem, and tried to self-harm before, but my mom caught me. And then, I started sobbing, and my dad goes off on how I keep back talking to him, and telling me how I'm awful.
I don't even know what to do anymore.