Don't save me
Don’t. I wasn’t lost , I wasn’t searching Nor was I floating or wandering. I was growing way before I met your ora , I had planted these seeds many moons ago , Before I had even breathed your name, I’d been broken and re fixed all by myself, I’d been set back , bounced back stepped back , And side tracked But the growth remained. I will never forget memories from fallen oak trees in the autumn how forever was only for me when I was weak, and yesterday was a life time away, and today is minutes forward. I saw faces I didn’t recognise and eyes that haunted my soul. I had loved learned broken and rebuilt I had an empire of solid foundations of tiny little lego bricks with a golden brick road leading me home. And home will always be in your arms, Sitting there staring in your puzzled eyes deep in thought, memorised by the direction of your smile. If you ever think I’m hurting , don’t save me, Don’t. Because the reminder of your smile saved me at hello..
(The sweetest hello) - MF










