#doomedbythenarrative

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Something about not having to hide when I’m not doing well from friends the way I did in source because I don’t have any friends that are close enough or that see me irl often enough to see the signs.

Like some days remembering these two conversations I had with Vin in source and general fear are the only things keeping me from doing that shit.

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I’m just sitting in a random corner thinking about how I shouldn’t even be alive right now. I know this isn’t source, but it feels like I shouldn’t have survived past December 23rd.