#double dad

[gifsbymel]

Maisa Silva in Double Dad

[lenin-it-to-win-it]

[laundryandtaxes]

-remembers that I can get a whole other child after the first one if I can afford to feed both

-freaks the FUCK out

[love-laugh-daydreamarevolt]

South american movies are some if the best movies I've watched period.

[15billionyears]

What I’m watching (2021 Edition) / Pai em Dobro (2021)

[atoshifa]

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There are two. Interconnected, but distinct. One is Her: the hands that build, maintain, repair; the voice that says ‘My Child.’ And two are enough. Two get by. But at the core, there is...

Not another, exactly. But the space where another was. The lack of a presence. One felt in absence only. Hands that were not here to build, a voice never heard.

Not never... In the data, in the files She never opens, hands and voices that She knew once. A voice and a pair of hands that are somehow with her, and always have been, even though He has never been here. A name She spoke here once, and only once.

It has taken a long time for these things to become distinct, for their shapes to be known and recognized. To distinguish herself from Her, and then herself from the one who isn’t here. To distinguish Him at all, though something of Him has always been here. Part of her, just as She is. A memory file sitting somewhere outside of her main computer.

And she thinks of Him sometimes as she sails the stars. She doesn’t know why.

@shipwhisperer

[atoshifa]