Lean on me, when you're not strong:
(YOLANDA'S APARTMENT, 7/23/ 26)
Yolanda: I'm glad you could make it
Trinity: i haven't talked to you in nearly a week
Yolanda: Yeah ... there's no excuse for that
Trinity: You're right, there's not
Yolanda: I should've told you what was going on
Trinity: Damn straight
Yolanda: The last two weeks have just been a lot
Trinity: You know I really thought we moved past the whole closed off thing since becoming friends but you really haven't changed
Yolanda: I wasn't trying to close you off ... it's just
Trinity: Just that you like fucking around with my emotions
Yolanda; Okay, yeah yeah that's fair
Trinity: So why are you blowing me off
Yolanda: Umm shit this is really hard to say
Trinity: Okay now you're scaring me
Yolanda: My baby sister died last Sunday
Trinity: Holy shit
Yolanda: She had this fuckass boss who made her get there at like 5AM to open the café but someone was on the road, drunk, slid and hit her head on the drivers side. She died upon impact
Trinity: I'm so so fucking sorry Yola
Yolanda: It's fine, don't worry
Trinity: I shouldn't have assumed
Yolanda: No, don't apologuze
Trinity: But I am
Yolanda: ... She was so so fucking smart, she was saving up for Yale. She wanted to ve a lawyer. Top of her class, 4AP classes. She only worked to save up for school. She was only 16, she shouldn't have been that smart
Trinity: I know, Lani. I know
Yolanda: She only worked a second job to save up for school, she was gonna graduate next year. She never had a boyfriend or let herself eat chocolate cake or hang out on week days because she wanted to be good. She never thought she was good. She thought everything was wrong with her. She was perfect. She was so much better than I could ever be and somebody took that and just fucking ruined everything
Trinity: Okay, okay let's sit down
Yolanda; She ever got to know hiw precious she was. She volunteered at soup kitchens, she actually gave a dollar to the homeless, she threw grapes at her laptop while watching love island, she stole my clothes, she never turned the fan on after taking volcano showers, she always offered to straighten my hair because everyone u did it I looked like a temp Hagrid
Trinity: What do you need from me
Yolanda: I just want my little sister back
Trinity: How about some food?
Yolanda: I'm not hungry
Trinity: Yolanda, I can hear your stomach growling from here
Yolanda: I said I'm not hungry, drop it
Trinity: Okay okay Ghandi
Yolanda: I usually stress eat but ... i guess death is different. I feel too much and to eat is just
Trinity: Overstimulating
Yolanda: Emotionally, yes
Trinity: What dis you do the last time someone died?
Yolanda: Didn't leave the house for two weeks, flipped shit on everyone, shaved my head, and dropped 40 lbs
Trinity: Shit who died
Yolanda: My wife
Trinity: YOU WERE MARRIED?!
Yolanda : ...
Trinity: Sorry, you just never talked about her before
Yolanda: I don't like revisiting the topic ... although I haven't been with anyone since. Well seriously
Trinity: How'd she die
Yplanda: Sge was a school teacher, somone came in with a gun, she got the class out and she thought one kid was missing ir smthn but she ran back and. .. well
Trinity: I'm sorry ... I just don't know what to say
Yolanda: Not many people do. I don't really wanna do much of anything right now
Trinity: Wasn't gonna make ya
Yolanda: Thanks
Trinity: I can make some hot coco
Yolamda: It's July?
Trinity: That hasn't stopped you before
Yolanda: Shut up
Trinity: Never
Yolanda: Wanna watch Brookrback Moutian and talk shit
Trinity: See thus us why we keep you around
Yolanda: No other reason?
Trinity: Na you're really a plant to me
Yolanda: Talk shit to me one more time
Trinity: You'd stay either way
Yolanda: Damn it, i wish I knew how to quit you
Trinity: You loveee me
Yolanda: Yeah, i guess i do
