#doyouever

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Do you ever miss someone, but have the strong feeling they wouldn't care if they heard from you again?

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[doyouever]

Do you ever...

...think that the only reason we haven't met any aliens yet is because we are the only planet to have achieved life? Or maybe the last and all the others are gone, the ruins of their cities just waiting to be discovered and studied so they can share their story?

If we're the first, will we become that one civilization that people will think is a myth? Or thought of as the most powerful?

If we're the last, how long until we find these ruins? Will there still be life on these planets? Strange flora and fauna? Will there be new life? Will there be signs of horrible destruction? Or will they be untouched, leaving us to wonder what happened?

[doyouever]

Do you ever…

…start missing someone before you’ve even said goodbye?

The inevitable parting hasn’t happened yet, but you can feel it in your bones. You’ve come to terms with it, that feeling sitting in your chest. The feeling of an overwhelming sadness that will do nothing but ache and naw at you, knowing that it will swell and burst from your chest once you actually have to say goodbye?

I found out what love was with this person, and I will never stop loving them. However, fate seemed to have other plans. The worst part is, I know that after our goodbye, there will be a second, more final good bye. And that, friend, is when the pain will be the worst.

[doyouever]

Do you ever…

… decide to do something a little crazy? And decide to do it at one of the worst times possible?

It’s very thrilling. It’s also very difficult. Especially not knowing where to start.

[doyouever]

Do you ever…

…think about self care? It’s a funny thing. Sometimes it’s going to therapy or making sure you have a day to yourself to de-stress. Other days, it’s taking a long hot shower and using your shaving cream to write on the wall

TEAR IT DOWN

and then wiping it away and cleaning it off the wall while you breathe deeply.

[doyouever]

Do you ever…

… wish you never had to learn what growing up meant? That it all could have remained just so simple?

They say “Ignorance is bliss.”

Sometimes I have to agree. I don’t want to grow up anymore. I’m so tired.

[doyouever]

Do you ever...

...think about losing someone? As in their lives are ripped away? Violently? Tragically? And everyone who loved them or who they once made a difference for is left releeing?

It's something I would never wish on anyone. For all those who have, I hope you find peace again.

I know the sting never truly fades, but I hope it becomes bareable.

[itzy-bella-23]

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