I need help with this, is it right or wrong of my friends to try and control how much I smoke in this chase it is weed I really need other opinions on this please help me figure this it's driving me insane

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I need help with this, is it right or wrong of my friends to try and control how much I smoke in this chase it is weed I really need other opinions on this please help me figure this it's driving me insane
Everyday claims that they are supportive of mental health until you have dependent personality disorder and become dependent on another person. basically to run part of your life
I'm so sorry I have this personality disorder and that you're my dependent person I'm so sorry I'm dependent on you I'm sorry
I feel like having dpd means I never have a chance at a healthy relationship just for simply having the disorder no wants someone that codependent it means ill never my friendships are healthy at all
At least that's how I feel
The dpd of not having my dp right there asking ppl hey can I do this. Is fucking embarrassing that make Me want to kill my self. I hate being an adult and then feeling like a kid asking others if I can do the xyz thing because my dp is not talking to me or not around
I'll never forget the time where i was living with an x friend that would be judgemental or some chase just not allow me to have an energy drink at center time because *bad" but they were allowed to have one or two at anytime they wanted
This dpd abuse and is ableism to people with dpd if tell them they cant do a thing a xyz time but you do it
Luckily I'll never have to deal with that person again because they are blocked but still get to me
Being the oldest in the friend group but yet my so called friend still dares to say he was the first adult, calling me a kid even make me lose my mind,
Him yelling at me that he would never let me be dependent on but at same time he asked me idk should I get this item
This abuse to people like that have dpd
This also abuses telling me that he viewed me as a kid, even still
me: i dont have dpd feels for her ye- ohmygodwait