I want you to believe one thing: Your mind is stronger than anything that can be done to you. In order to survive you must believe this with your whole being.
When you are being starved, you must believe you are stronger than the starvation.
When you are in pain beyond the realm of your threshold you must believe you are stronger than the pain.
When fear seizes your body you must believe you are stronger than the fear.
When you don't remember you must believe the memories don't matter. What matters is you are alive.
You will be broken, abandoned, completely destroyed...your will to do anything will be destroyed. But, you must believe you will survive.
You will walk through your life alone. People will surround you but, you will be alone. Alone with your thoughts, memories, desires, pain, joy, all of it you experience alone.
The hard lessons you are being taught here will keep you alive in a world that will want to destroy you if they find out who you really are. There is no compassion, no love, no hope, and no acceptance for you out there. What they do is worse than what you could ever imagine being done here.
So believe you are stronger than anything with your mind. Stronger than anything you feel, anything that happens to your body, stronger than anything I can do to you. Believe you can survive and you will.
If you don't believe you can survive, you will die here.